26-why?

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I walk to Ashton's door but as I'm about to knock I hear him and Calum talking.

"I wish Ive never met her. I don't know what to do now. I've never loved her. it was all a bet to make her fall for me but now she doesn't let me go "

WHAT?!

I could feel the tears streaming out of my eyes and down my cheek. Luckily I have no make up on today.

I run down stairs go into the kitchen and take out a note and write something for the rest. I slip in my dark red vans and run out of the house. I thought he loved me and than this was all a stupid ass bed. Of course with me you can do everything. I'm just a little fourteen year old girl who have no feelings. How was I that stupid never ever would a boy like him fall for me but on the other way it seemed so real. No Sam it was all a bet. Stop thinking about him. The hot tears streaming down my face the whole time but as I walk after three hours of walking through Sydney into the driveway from my brothers house I whip them away and fake smile.

I knock on the front door.

"Hello princess" my brother opens with a smile

"Hey" I try to be happy.

"Hi was your day?" he asks.

"Good but I'm tired as hell so I just go up stairs and pack my things" I kiss my brothers cheek and run upstairs. I lied down on my bed and begin to cry again.

With a blurred sight I walk to my wardrobe and pull my suitcase out and start packing my thinks. How could he do that. It seems so real with all his mood changes and the date... I don't get it.

My phone starts ringing.

"Hello?"

"Hello Sammy"

"Hey John" I try to sound normal but failed miserable.

"You sounds like you were crying?". He knows me too well.

"No no nothing I'm just ... sad to leave my brother again" I lied.

"Oh really?! don't kidding me Sam I know that's not the reason why you were crying. Sweetie tell me what's wrong" shit he don't buy it.

"Say her I love her" I hear Louis screaming in the background.

"I should tell you from Louis he loves you" I giggle.

"Tell him I love him too"

"Louis! she loves you too!" he screams.

"Now tell me what happened?"

I sigh " I'm coming home tomorrow and than I'll tell you alright?"

He takes a deep breath. "Alright"

"Bye Johnny"

"Bye Sammy "

I giggle a bit and hung up.

I cuddle with my blankets and can't forget Ashton.

My phone buzzed. I groan and take it in my hand. I don't have the nerves to chat with someone.

1. Harry

Hey love I heard you coming home tomorrow<3 want to hung out? at my house?

Xxxxxx

1. Back Harry

Hey that would be nice <3 see u tomorrow:) have to go to sleep now

Xx

2. Harry

YEAAAHHH :)))) ok good night love<3 sleep tight.

Xxxxxxxxxxxx

I take my phone back on the table next to my bed and try to sleep.

After two hours staring on the celling I decide to eat Ice cream. Maybe it helps me a bit. I go down satires aim the kitchen.

"Young lady what are you dining there" my mom asks me from the doorframe.

"Eat ice cream" I fake smile at her.

"Yay can I have some too" I raid my eyebrow but give her a bowl too.

"I go back to bed. Night. " I said

"We have to go tomorrow in the morning at 8 am so please be awake at 7am" I nod and continue my walk up stairs in my room again. I finish my ice cream and go back to bed. Somehow I can mange to fall asleep.

*next morning *

I barely slept the last night. All I could think of was Ashton. Why did he do that? anyways. It's 7:15 am and I walk down the satires.

"Good morning honey. Did you slept well?" my mom asks me.

"Mhm" I mumble and nod.

"Come on take your bags and let's go"

"I just want to say Lea and James goodbye"

My mom nods and walks with the bags out of the house.

"James?Lea?" I yelled through the house.

"We're coming"

Lea comes to me and hugs me tight.

"Thank you so much"

"For what?" I ask

"For coming. I mean it's a long way home and ... just thank you" she hugs me again and that makes me giggle.

"You don't have to thank me." We pulled away and I walk to my brother.

"Please take care of you and call me if you want to talk ok?" He whispers in my ear while hugging me. I nod and fight to not cry

"I love you my little princess and I'll miss you"

"I'll miss you too James" we pulled back and one tear runs down my cheek. James whips it away and kisses me on my forehead.

"Honey are you coming?" my mom yells.

I hug my brother the last time and than go to the taxi and get in. Every time if I leave my brother it hurts. It hurts much but what can I do ?

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