Sam's P.O.V.
We both are nearly necked now an he try's to hold me but as I kick around me I just can feel something drops in my mouth. I see and feel everything but I can't move. So hard I want to I can't.
"I'm sorry babe but you won't stop kicking" Chris smirks.
What the hell?!
His hands find their way to my bra and unclips it. I want to scream at him I want to run away but I can't move. What has he given me?! he kisses my neck and his fingers slid down my panties...
I just close my eyes and let the pain over me. I've never thought I would lost my V-card that way. Moveless with a guy I hate the most. Rapped. I thought the first time was to be special and you would love the one who take you're V-card. Or I'm just the only one?
I press my eyelids together and try to forget everything. I can't change it. I can't move.
Chris slides in and out. It's so hurtful. I want to die right now. I know it sound a bit overreact but I'll never ever can forget this and who knows when he'll let me 'free' without hurting my friends?
Chris collapse next me and drifted off to sleep. How can a guy be that cold and rap a girl. Anyways I can't sleep. After what feels for ages I can slowly lift my feet and legs.
I stand up and walk out of my room. Before I close the door I make sure Chris is still sleeping. I walk to the bathroom and close the door behind me. I slid down with my back on the door and my head in my hands. The tears steam down my fece and I try to hold the sobs as quiet as possible. My body shakes and I feel like shit. Why can't he just let me free ? how long am I under his control?
Without thinking I stand up and try to find my balance. I hold my wight on the sink. I look up in the mirror. You can tell I look and feel like a fucking wreak. I open the little door of my bathroom shelf and take out a razor. Set it down on my waist and take a deep cut.
"Fuck!" I whined out.
I do it again and again till the blood drops down on the ground. I try to lean down to clean it up but suddenly all went black and I can't hear anything my ears are closed. All I see is black.
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