Me and the boys (Ashton Irwin Fan Fiction)

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SAm's P.O.V.

"I'm home mommy " Chris grabs my hand as we both walk in my house.

"Hello hun" my mom comes over to Chris and me. She hugs me and than looks to Chris.

"And who are you?" She asks still smiling. If you knew mom.

"I'm Chris. Her boyfriend" he smirks.

I wish I could just punch him the stupid smirk out of his face. Urgh.

"Can you go upstairs and meet the boy?" my mom asks nicely. I nod and make my way upstairs.

"You can go in my room ok?" I said quietly to Chris.

"Of course" he winks at me. I fake smile at him and turn around to knock on the guest room door. What's now his room. I'm exited how he is and how he looks like.

I knock on the door. "Can I come in?" I ask through the door.

It takes a bit as I just hear a small cracking 'yes'.

I slowly open the door and look around. He sits with his head in his hands and his back to me.

"Hey. I'm Sam and you?"

I walk around his bed but stop as he lifts his head.

"Ashton?!?!?" I said quiet in shock. He. Here. What. No. Why the hell is he here? I was about to forget him and now he's in front of me. Why? I can't breath right now. My heart beats faster as I knew a heart ever could.

"W-what are y-you doing h-here?!" I whisper still in shock.

He stands up and walks to me. He want to grab my arm but I take a step back. He looks hurt. What?!

I turn around and run out of his room and straight in my bathroom. Why have it to be him? why is he the exchange student?

I sit down on the floor. As I look in the mirror my breath stops. My eyes are puffy red.

"Babe?" I hear Chris voice. A few seconds later there's a knock on the door.

"Babe? I thought you want to come to me ya kn-"

"Don't the fuck call me babe!" I yelled. Silence.

"Please come out" he said getting angry.

I whip my tears away and try to cover my frustration with a fake smile. I open the door and Chris stands in front of me.

He leans down and kisses me. It's a wild kiss. From his side. I don't kiss back. I look over his shoulder and see Ashton stands in his doorframe. He looks at me but I can't read his emotions and feelings. I wish I could.

Chris take my hand and pull me with him in my room.

"I just want to get a drink. I'm back in a few minutes" I said disappointed and stand up.

"Hurry!" he winks at me. I just want to run away.

I go out of my room and walk downstairs. My mom left a note on the table

'Hey:) who ever this reads of you three. I just want you to know I'm at a friends for a few days so please take care of you.

Be back at Sunday'

Wow. My mom left me here without telling me before with one boy who used me and one boy who just... I can't find words to describe him.

I drink water and close my eyes. I lean my head against a wall next to me and take deep breathes.

Why me?

That's the central question in my head.

Why have this all happen to me?

I'm snapped out of my thoughts as suddenly someone touches my arm.

I quickly open my eyes and see a blond-brown curly haired boy in from of me.

Ashton's P.O.V.

I hear voices outside my room.

"Don't call me babe!" that's Sam. I sand up and open my door. I see a boy stands in front of the door.

A bit later the door opens and Sam walks out. With a huge fake smile. I can tell if people faking or not. Anyways. The boy press his lips against hers and kisses her wild. She don't kiss back.

I just wish I could kiss her lips and touch her.

Her eyes meet mine but the boys pulls her in her room.

That was weird. Usual couples real smiling at each other and kissed each other back and close their eyes. But she doesn't. Something's wrong.

I close my door again Behind me and lie myself frustrating on my bed.

'Why is she so distant to me'

'Why fake smiles she ?'

'Why has she a boyfriend?'

'Why doesn't kissed she him back?'

'Why did she left me without telling?'

All this stupid question spins around my head. I'm so confused and clueless. What am I going to do?

I just can't go to her and tell her not to have a boyfriend because I thought we have a 'special connection'.

My head is on fire and I just want to drink something so I decided to walk down stairs. I walk in the kitchen and stop as I see Sam leaning against a wall with closed eyes and a water glas in her hand. Her brown hair in a messy bun. She's just so beautiful.

I walk over to her and touch her arm.