Chapter 15

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Luke's POV:

My phone goes off. Julia, again. I ignore her call, again. It hurts.

Yes I love her. Yes I want to hear her voice. Yes I want to have class with her again. And of course I miss her.

Her lips. Her kisses. Our kisses.

I haven't been to school these seven days. Not that I give a fuck about that or something. I stayed in my apartment and I didn't shower either. Jesus I sound like a fucking girl. I cried over her. I fucking cried. How much more pussy can I be? I hate missing her. I hate loving her.

I hate who I am. I am an horrible person. And I can't ignore her any longer. I know I should let her go but I can't. You know what? I'm going to school! And well this Monday. I know she missed me she calls me the whole time! Or she hates me and wants to yell my balls off.

I look at the big cut on my arm I made when she was here the first time. It's not alone anymore. I cut way too much. Julia will kill me if she sees it.

Note to myself: no tank tops without my jacket.

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Julia's POV:

It's Monday. I've spent my whole weekend on my social media. Tumblr, Instagram, Twitter, Facebook and don't forget Youtube. I've watched way too much Pewdiepie and listened to so many break up songs.

(A/N You can never watch too much Pewds it's his birthday today so that's why he's in the chapter. The 24th of October don't ever forget that date. Oh and my dad's birthday is today as well whatev I'm annoying yay.)

I wonder when we get our grades for our biology project. Yes Ashton and I are 100% friends again. And we finished our project Saturday. It was actually really nice.

I see my school and I sigh. I pull my jacket closer to my body. It's really cold. I walk towards my locker as I see a familiar figure.

"Hey Ash!" I yell and he turns around.

"Hey Julia!" He is wearing a Rolling Stones tank top. It's nice seeing him being himself. He runs in my direction and I close my locker.

"Hey how are you doing?" I smile.

"Great! Well c'mon we have class!" Ash says and he walks to German.

"I have Art." I say and I wave to him and walk to my class.

I'm later than normal so there's only one table left with no one sitting there. I take my seat there and open my backpack.

Someone sits next to me and I turn me to McCloud.

"Good morning class. Nice to see everyone is here again!" And she looks straight to the end of the classroom.

Then I see why.

He sits there. Luke fvcking Hemmings.

I look at him. He glares at me and smirks. Michael next to him waves and I've never felt so dumb. He is just joking around with Michael like nothing happened.

I turn back to my table and McCloud starts talking.

"So class today we have to draw an emotion by drawing an object."

Some kids ask something. I hear some guys sigh and yawn. 

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After school I walk home humming along to All Time Low. As I hear a beep from a car.

"Hey beautiful." I hear and I turn around.

"Uhm hey Luke." I mumble and I start walking a little bit faster.

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