That Tattooed Guy // Punk Luke Hemmings 5SoS

Chapter 43

[a/n listen to to these songs while reading:
cry me a river - justin timberlake
fall - justin bieber (realllyyyy good especially acoustic!)
let her go - passenger
all that matters - jb
you and I - 1D enjoy]

Sadness is streaming trough my blood. I am lost and I can't find 'our' tree. Did I forget the spot? Was the tree gone?

My head starts spinning but I continue walking. Suddenly I see the tree. The most beautiful tree on this planet. Just like all the other trees but just a little prettier. The flowers are all dead spread over the ground and to be honest the tree looks dreadful. Leaves make a path towards the tree. I quietly walk over the path as I find the place we used to sit for hours. I remember our conversations here.

I close my eyes as I put my volume a little harder. I feel so lonely. I wish he was beside me.

*Luke's POV*

"WHY DO YOU EVEN CARE ABOUT HER! YOU SHOULD BE WITH ME! I LOVE YOU LUKEEEE!" Alex yells in my face.

"I will never be with you Alex! IT WAS JUST ONE NIGHT! I don't like you!" I yell back as I stand up. I take her arm and drag her out my house. She keeps on yelling as I close the door in her face. Taking my phone I put some music on and put my headphones on. I sigh as I look out the window. It all happened so fast and everything broke apart even faster.

Poor Julia. She lost her best friend because of me. And she lost me. I don't think she cares about me anymore. Michael and her have probably hooked up already.

I hate myself. I hate my life and I hate everything.

Where could I go? I don't want to get drunk stoned or go crazy. That already gave enough problems. I just want my girlfriend back. I leave the house as I put the music volume harder.

[cry me a river - justin timberlake]

You were my sun
You were my earth
But you didn't know all the ways I loved you, no
So you took a chance
And made other plans
But I bet you didn't think that they would come crashing down, no

You don't have to say, what you did,
I already know, I found out from him
Now there's just no chance, for you and me, there'll never be
And don't it make you sad about it

You told me you loved me
Why did you leave me, all alone
Now you tell me you need me
When you call me, on the phone
Girl I refuse, you must have me confused
With some other guy
Your bridges were burned, and now it's your turn
To cry, cry me a river
Cry me a river-er
Cry me a river
Cry me a river-er, yea yea

I know that they say
That somethings are better left unsaid
It wasn't like you only talked to him and you know it
(Don't act like you don't know it)
All of these things people told me
Keep messing with my head
(Messing with my head)
You should've picked honesty
Then you may not have blown it
(Yea..)

You don't have to say, what you did,
(Don't have to say, what you did)
I already know, I found out from him
(I already know, uh)
Now there's just no chance, for you and me, there'll never be
(No chance, you and me)
And don't it make you sad about it

You told me you loved me
Why did you leave me, all alone
(All alone)
Now you tell me you need me
When you call me, on the phone
(When you call me on the phone)
Girl I refuse, you must have me confused
With some other guy
(I'm not like them baby)
Your bridges were burned, and now it's your turn
(It's your turn)
To cry, cry me a river
(Go on and just)
Cry me a river-er
(Go on and just)
Cry me a river
(Baby go on and just)
Cry me a river-er, yea yea