That Tattooed Guy // Punk Luke Hemmings 5SoS

Chapter 61

*Ashton's POV*

Hayleigh and I leave the café holding hands. I loved the little date we had. She's so kind, so nice, so almost punk. Lol she isn't but I'm neither.

"Where are we going to sleep?" I ask her softly as she shrugs.

We stayed up all night and didn't bother to even take a nap. We walked trough the city, sang bonfire songs together, ran around the streets and watched the sunset.

We sat by a tree and talked followed by a lot of making out. Then a dog ran after us and we ran for our lives. Don't you dare say I hadn't done shit.

I am so tired. We had so many Red Bulls and I was so not feeling okay. But Hayleigh wasn't complaining either so why would I?

"Let's just sleep in the tourbus." I suggest, she nods as I check my phone for the exact location of the bus right now. Always good a bus app, better than Cal's ghost app lol.

"Just two meters away." I tell her. She nods, her grab on my hand tightens.

"Do you think they will like me?" Hayleigh asks me, a little bit panic in her eyes. Her smile fades away she looks around her, pathetic for my best friends and Jul. Julia is the last person to judge someone actually. I'm happy for Luke he has such a confident happy wife.

Wife, that makes me think of Hay. Will I marry her? Ever? Good question.

"They will love you Hay." I smile at her. She smiles back her dimples showing. What a cutie pie.

"Is that the bus already?" Hayleigh points into the direction where the bus is parked.

I nod at her. We walk towards the bus slowly, both tired as fuck.

When we stand in front of the door we already hear talking. Something about tattoos. Sounds like Niall. Irish accent, recognizable.

We wait for a security guy to open the door for us. He glares at Hayleigh. I smile but keep quiet. Asshole don't you dare glare at my girl.

"Hey guys!" I smile brightly. They all look at us.

"Uhm hi!" Hayleigh mumbles softly, fear in her eyes.

"Hey!" Niall is the only one replying. Well nice one boys.

"I like gaming with a x-box and pizza?" Hayleigh then says smiling. I never had thought of a way that amazing to get the lads to pay attention.

"Hey!" Luke Mike and Cal say at the same time. I laugh softly.

"Hi!" Julia smiles at her. "I'm Julia."

"I know you are." Hayleigh smiles back.

I may already told her everything about everyone.

"I'm Hayleigh." She smiles at me as she ruffles trough my hair with her fingers. I smile at her.

"Why is Niall here?" I ask softly.

"I wanted to see the lads and Jul again. I've missed you guys!" Niall answers my question himself.

"Cool to meet you Hayleigh! We are going to the cinema. Wanna join?" Mike asks.

"I'm staying here, don't feel quite well." Julia informs Hayleigh.

"We're going!" Hayleigh smiles. I yawn. Ah I can sleep in the cinema anyways.

*Julia's POV*

I am sitting in my dorm. Ashton did as he said and went out with the boys and Hay. Niall is in the One D bus and I'm here alone.

I did not want to go, no but I feel lonely. Let's face it.

It is dark in the bunk. I reach for the book-reading-lamp switch and yawn. I was listening to my Pierce The Veil playlist screaming every single word Vic sings along.

I yawn again. I grab my phone and go trough Twitter. I go trough the immense amount of hate and check my favorite bands their Twitters.

My eye catches a short sentence. From a fan account from the boys.

" @JuliaNotIn5sos Go die now "

I feel a slight of anger getting bigger. Worse and immense sadness starts to fill in my thoughts. I try to scream but there's no sound. Again I try it, no sound. And if that isn't bad enough, my mentions keep blowing up. Mean words filling up my feed.

" @JuliaNotIn5sos Why would Luke marry something like your face? Ew! "

I close my eyes a tear streaming down my cheek. I sigh slowly. What can I do? Nothing, Luke's gone and so are the other boys.

I grab a shirt of Luke from the ground. Yes from the ground, guys will always be guys. I put it over my own top and get out the bunk.

I yawn, rub in my eyes and walk to the kitchen. In a quick moment of time I'm next to the knives. I hear the voices of the teenage girls yelling at me to die. It gets louder louder louder and louder.

I grab towards my phone and call Ash. I need a good soul to help. I don't want to hurt myself. C'mon take the phone Ash come on!

"Ash?" I mumble. I'm close to crying again. How could they be that mean?

"Hey!"

"Ash can you-" I stop.

"This is Ashton's voicemail, leave your message-" I end the conversation. Of course his phone is off he's at the movies.

I look at the knives again. I then look at my phone. More mentions more hate.

#juliagodienow

Is trending. Just like the fam would do that? My head starts spinning. I forget the fact people are mentioning me that they love me and make a cut in my arm. I yell out in pain.

It starts bleeding heavily. More and more blood starts bleeding out. I start to panick, take my shirt off and wrap it around my arm.

I continue crying. I'm lying on the floor broken yelling out in pain as the tour bus door opens.

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