That Tattooed Guy // Punk Luke Hemmings 5SoS

Chapter 56

Weeks passed by.

We spent all time together until that night.

It was already two months after the wedding.
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I am watching the boys do a livestream in Mike's house as Luke speaks up.

"And we are going on a North American tour." They all start cheering and yelling.

His eyes find mine as our eyes lock. He looks down and then shakes his head shortly.

Answering the questions my eyes just asked.

Am I coming?

I stand up and jog out the room. I know the twitcam is ending in about an half hour. I close my eyes for one moment and take a deep breath. How long was this tour anyways?

It couldn't be that long..

I sat down on a chair in the living room. I could hear the boys yelling and laughing. Though I didn't hear Luke.

I am about to leave to our house as I hear my name.

"Julia!" I turn around finding Luke with his arms open as I run in his arms. He hugs me tightly.

"Calm down." He says as I start crying.

"You can't just leave me alone here." I cry with my head in Luke's vest. He was all black again. My favorite thing in the world.

"I know, but if we take you with us we have to take Juliette and Melody with us too. And we can't." He says striking my hair.

"What about Yazmin?" I ask looking up at him. His eyes are sad.

"Ashton broke up with her. She was cheating. I don't know anything else. Ash isn't talking about it." He answers as he kisses my forehead.

"We'll be fine wifey." He whispers softly before kissing me.

*

Before I could notice it the boys were already packing. Our last days flew by making me even more sad.

How many times they told me that I would be okay. That I could hang with the girls. How many times Ash then ran out the room.

That hurts damn.

Just before they are about to leave I check on Ashton.

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"Hi Ash." Ashton looks up at me. He looks broken. He doesn't reply.

"You don't deserve this Ash you really don't." I say as a tear streams down his cheek.

"T-they want me to.. kill myself. And Yazmin cheated and I just really don't know anymore."

"Who want you to kill yourself?"

"T-the f-fake fans....." He starts shaking as I wrap my arms around him.

"Don't ever do that Ashton. We love you. I love you. Michael loves you Calum does. And Luke does too. And don't forget the real fans who are dedicated to the band. The family." He looks down blush spread around his face.

"I-I..never thought the fam would do this. And Yazmin cheated it's such a big deal I mean she doesn't even feel sorry about it."

"Ash. Believe me those monsters aren't part of the fam. And Yazmin is such a bitch for doing this to you. We love you. The whole 5sos fam does. Remember why you stopped cutting."

"The fam." I roll up his sleeves receiving loads of bracelets on his arms. I move one up finding a fresh cut.

"Ashton, you know cutting isn't going to stop anything right?" He nods at me as he shyly pushes the bracelts back.

"I should stop for them. B-bbut the fam is turning mean towards me."

"They don't do this Ashton, it are fans from other fandoms trying to drive you crazy, Don't let them bring you down. Don't let anyone or anything bring you down. The haters, Yazmin, it's not worth it to worry about. I know it's hard but we are here for you, we are."

"I know they helped but-"

"Exactly and you know the fam loves you. Stop listening to the hate Ashton."

Ashton stops crying and looks up at me. Watery eyes look at me in disbelief.

"I think I can't."

"Ashton Fletcher Irwin, we love you, have you seen the family's trends on twitter? The picture's the girls showing their love towards you. Go look at that. And your broken heart will once be glued back together, I promise."

*

I was crying lying in my bed. The boys just got in the bus and I'm in this big house alone. Worrying about Ash.

I smile at the wedding picture on my nightstand. Though I just want to cry.

Ashton and I talked for hours and I hope I got him to love himself again.

My phone rings.

"Babe you okay?" It's Luke.

"Yeah why?" I mumble wiping the tears away.

"You are crying." He says.

"Luke I'm okay. Why did you call me?"

"Ashton is feeling better. We wanted to thank you. Now why are you crying? I miss you too but crying isn't solving shit." He says. I glare at my ankle tattoo as Luke continues talking.

"It won't be that long. I swear."

6th july 2013

I smile at it.

"Babe are you even listening?" Luke asks.

Worried.

"I am I just. I miss your face Luke." I softly say.

"It has only been one hour Julia. Grab one of my shirts. I left some for ya." He half laughs.

"Thanks. And I know." I mumble.

"Go to bed. I'll FaceTime you tomorrow. I love you." He says making me smile.

"I love you too." I say as Luke hangs up.

*

I wake up crying from a nightmare.

"It's over. I found my fan in the crowd you are not worth it. You were trying too hard. I'm out of your limit. Die." Luke yelled as I slowly fell apart.

I breath out and look aside me. No one. Yea Spooky Luke's cat but that's about it.

I look at my alarm clock.

3:24

Why am I not sleeping right now? Damn it. I look at the window I can hear the wind flying by.

Yawning I get out bed walking towards the hall. I slowly walk trough the hall and skip down the stairs. I fill a mug with some water from the tap and sit on the couch.

Spooky jumps on my chest and meows at me. I stand up pushing her away slightly and walk back to bed.

At least he will come back.

I grab my phone.

3:30

Ugh. I open FaceTime and click Luke's name. Luke takes it as I smile.

"It's 3:30 god damn it Julia." He groans moving his fingers trough his hair. My eyes look at his shirtless chest.

"I can't sleep." I mutter.

"I can't either. I was listening to our playlist on Spotify." He says.

"Would you ever replace me for a fan?"

"No. Of course not-"

That was all I needed to hear. I fell asleep and my phone fell on the ground. Maybe I was a little tired.

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