Epilepsy (DISCONTINUED)

what now?

I sit beside joes bed on my phone listening to his regular breathing as he sleeps

he must have sleep more in the past few days then he has in the past few months......

I think looking up seeing joe laying stiff his face pale and warped with fear

"shit nightmare....."

I whisper pulling up a conversation with zoe texting

me:

 hey zoe joes having a nightmare what do I do??? :/\

zoe:

 try to wake him up and if he starts crying just hug him and tell him its okay casp it will be okay xx

I close the conversation leaning over to joe shaking him lightly, he jerks awake shaking sitting up breathing heavily, I still have my hand on his shoulder, he turns away from me as tears start falling from his eyes.

"aww jojo its okay it was only a dream your safe baby...."

I tell him softly he wipes his eyes with his jumper sleeve

awe joeee stowp being so fudging cute....

I smile softly at him opening my arms for him sitting on the bed he crawls into them hugging me softly

" I love you jojo.."

I whisper in his hair, he looks up at me smiling softly i kiss his nose making him laugh slightly....

"wanna watch a film jojo?"

i ask he nods standing up racing to the sofa like a small child i laugh at him following grabbing the blanket off his bed as i leave I walk out into the lounge seeing him sat on the sofa cuddling a cushion waiting for me.

"What film jojo?" 

I ask looking at the Netflix screen on our TV handing him the remote he flicks through the films finding one and pressing play as I sit down, 

"ghostbusters hey jojo..." 

I smile pulling him gently into my chest he snuggles softly into my chest smiling sweetly watching the film.

Time skip
Cz u have no idea what to write.....

By the time the film finishes Joe is half asleep on my lap, 

"jojo I'm gonna take you to your room baby love you sleep well. " 

 

I whisper carrying his pettite frame down the hall to his room I lay him down tucking him in I kiss his forehead softly making him smile on his sleep state.
He takes my hand before I leave tracing the words

  'i love you too'

on to them kissing it gently.

I melt inside at his sweet gesture seeing as human no longer tell me with words spoken.

"Night night jojo." 

 

I whisper seeing my little baby asleep a small smile on his face.
I yawn softly walking to my room collapsing on my bed I take my phone from the bedside cabinet texting Marcus

Me-

 hey hey Butler

Marky butt butt -

 wut up c-dog??

Me- 

I think I'm in love Marcus....

Marky butt butt -

 well you have a boyfriend so I expect ypu are...... Wait I'm confused what!?

Me- 

I have just taken Jojo to bed and he traced the words 'i love you too ' on my arm I think I'm in love with him Marcus....

Marky butt butt -

 well caspar you've got a good one then he loves you i can tell he Really cares about ypu don't hurt him please caspar..

Me- 

I won't he means so much to me even before we started dateing I cared

Marky butt butt -

 yes I know well sleep well c-dog night

Me-

 night Butler

I put my phone down sighing softly I change into my pajamas before falling g asleep.

Hey Internet humans
Right this is short and shit cz I have writers block on this book atm still hope you have enjoyed please I need inspiration comment something you'd like to happen and I'll see if I can make it.....

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Shade xx