Epilepsy (DISCONTINUED)

meeting oli

T R I G G A R W A R N I N G

 suicide mentioned depression beatings abuse cutting mutes (sorry)

Caspar's pov
I look away from the conversation and see Joe asleep his head on Dan's shoulder phil hugging him. Dan carefully moves joe's head onto his lap so phil can hug him properly Dan's eyes meet mine for a second and he smiles and mouths 

"this is so cute!" 

pointing at joe I nod and smile

  my poor baby boy 

I think before looking back at Marcus and Alfie

"you lucky to have him you know caspar!"

 Alfie says to me 

"What do you mean Alfie?"

 I ask now worrying

 "hold on let me go get zoe!"

 he says walking over to the girls asking zoe to come over 

"basically caspar 2 years ago Joe could have died because he tried to commit suicide if his only freinds oli hadn't been with him at the time our little jojo wouldn't be over there asleep!" 

she says

I nod

 "okay can I know more?"

 I ask because I don't want to make zoe upset or feel awkward

 "no you don't have to ask caspar I can tell you want to know why he tried and I'll yell you I'm just gonna go get some tissues because this normally makes me cry!"

 she says walking off on the direction of her bedroom. I sit playing with my jumper sleave in the way Joe would. She comes back and sits infront of Me next to Alfie. 

"right 2 years ago me and Joe went on a school trip and the coach broke down on the way home in the middle of the motorway,so we all had to get off so they could fix the problem, me Joe and oli took our bags and Joe just dropped his on the floor and started walking up the motorway, I told oli to follow him and he did. Joe was walking up the motorway so he could get a safe distance away from the coach because he wanted to run out across the road, Oli asked him what he was doing and he said trying to die they nobody wants me here I'm pointless and he went to step out, Oli grabed his arm and picked him up so he couldn't run, once oli put him down infront of Me he ran straight out to the road. Oli ran and pulled him out of the road literally seconds before a car would have hit him. He passed out in oli's arms because of the stress and the large activities of the day, we waited for the coach to get fixed and then me and oli sat either side of Joe so he couldn't do anything that would danger him on the coach back. Once we got home he went straight to the bathroom and stayed in there for about an hour, I don't know what he was doing or what he wasn't, when he did come out our Father was quick to give him a beating which left him unconscious so I took him up to his room and locked us in so neither of us could get hurt.
That's why your lucky to have him casp because his best mate saved him and almost died doing it oli white is a life saver I'm glad Joe knew him!

" she says tears falling silently down her face 

"oh Joe!" 

I mumble looking back over at him laying asleep on Dan. 

"so we're is everyone sleeping seeing as it's after lights out we can't go to our apartments?" Marcus asks. 

"well I think Joe Dan and phil may sleep over there seeing as Joe is already out,"