Worth 1000 Words.

Chapter Four

Dear Rayan,

Hi babe, it's your girlfriend Sierra. I know you weren't expecting this letter to be your surprise but the night is still young, wait til later I learned this new trick that I'd like to show you. ;) Anyway I just wanted to say a few things, you know express my feelings and all that. So um.. here I go. Rayan Lopez I'm absolutely in love with you and I can't imagine life without you. When I first saw you I thought you were a quiet one who was very shy and liked to be alone. But than when I started talking to you I thought you were very cocky and a little rude but something told me "Get to know him Sierra, you'll like him." So that's exactly what I did. And to be honest I'm glad I did, that was one of the best decisions I made in my life. I was attracted to your charm, beauty, and sense of humor; you always knew how to put a smile on my face. For the last four years our relationship has grown stronger and so has my love for you, I hope I can spend forever with you. But I do have something to tell you, something important. I didn't know how to say this in person but I'm uh.. six weeks pregnant. Rayan I hope your not mad at me; I know that I shouldn't have hid this from you but you have to understand that I was very afraid of what you might think or say. I couldn't help but think that you wouldn't want anything to do with me or my baby but I guess that was real stupid because I know how much you want kids, I think you wanted kids more than me. I still didn't think it was the right time to tell you with you owning a big business and me working as photographer, plus we just moved into this nice big house; who would have time for a child? I do hope you're happy for me though babe, I wish I could see the look on your face right now! I so happy now! Well you already know that I want a girl and her name will be Heaven; Heaven Jewell Lopez. If I had a boy, I don't know what I would name it but I was thinking about naming him after you, or my brother; Chresanto, or both of you. I can't wait to see you when I get home, I also can't wait to see what the future holds for us.. We just might spend the rest of our lives together. Hopefully.

-Sierra.