Sometimes 7/8/16

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Sometimes I look at this life and question: is this it?
Not looking at material things
and what Ive have obtained
But the way I see how it makes me feel
Feeling bamboozled
Tricked at the core
Knowing there's so much more
Untold unbelieved
Denied inside
Why
Sometimes I wonder if it would be different
If WE actually consciously knew the universal truth or would it be worse
With my rebellious spirit leading
Building creating
Nurturing, loving from its core
Knowing what I do know I don't empower fear anymore
Value life treasure the blessing that as been bestowed upon me
Sometimes I wonder if anyone else dare to believe
That there's more so much more to this life on planet earth
Even though I feel alone even when I know I'm not
I know I'm not the only one
Who sees what has begun
And I'm happy in a sense because through this change will come
But what's the point of physical change when mentally emotionally and spiritually we stay the same
I've been preparing myself for years
And for many more ways than I consciously intended
I'm glad that I chose to walk by faith
Fearless and courageous and I know I will maintain it
Sometimes I just think...
Sometimes I just question...
Sometimes I just wonder...
Sometimes I have the answer.
Sometimes I just want to go home...
Sometimes I feel helpless...
Sometimes I feel lovesick because I care too much
Sometimes I feel completely and utterly stuck
But those sometimes will not stop me
Those sometimes just empower me
Those sometimes makes it all worth it
To know my mission and its purpose
...Sometimes
~QueenLeah The Poet

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