Sometimes I wish I could sleep the days away
So I wouldn't feel the pain
Of longing for the love that only I truly believe in
Walking by faith to an unknown place
Trying to keep face
And refuse to deny the truth
The truth of the matter that I'm in love with you
To be awake and know what's truly at stake
Willing to do whatever it takes
And ended up being the only one
What have I done
Why did I allow myself to fully believe in you
In a love that only you could give
But you ignore me and refuse me at will
Reality is so confusing and illuding to universal truth
Yet you crave it
Want it
Admire it and love it
Wish I could deny that eternal feeling of divine unconditional love we feel deep within and ignore its existence
But yet I made a promise and this promise I plan to keep it
Feeling you seeing you wanting you loving you
It's all the same thing
Because no matter which way you call
My soul picks up first ring
First on the scene
First one to respond
I just wish we felt the same about the importance of our love
I mean what was the point of it all
To put so much effort and energy into convincing me to fully believe
In you and everything you bring
Just to later be the one who needs further convincing
Did my uncertainty make you doubt
Or lose faith
Did my indecisiveness make you give up on us and turn away
Give up on the dream and the world that we've created
It's like I can't even be mad
But my heart hurts and my soul cries
It's beyond the point of trying to describe
Your words speaks a truth that your soul won't let you hide
But your actions speaks a reality that you no longer plan for me to reside
And I can't lie
I'm still in love with you
And it hurts
~QueenLeah The Poet
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The Mind of a Queen: Open Love Letter
PoetryPoetry that will inspire the heart, whisper to the soul, and encourage unconditional love. These poems where created from emotions Ive been feeling over the past few years about a mysterious and profound love that I can only fully feel when I am asl...