Tribal Goddess {Editing}

It's Not All Lollipops and Unicorns

It's Not All Lollipops and Unicorns

Kaya....

I sat across the only brother I had, the same smile that creeped him out to the point where he was on the edge of insanity. He always thought that I was meant to go to college, become a model, or a professional musican, but who I wanted to be was granted to me in the end.

I became an Alpha, and I my pack members don't mind.

I always thought that I can do it, but my father and Sam always thought it was somewhat impossible, it looks like that I always make the impossibe become possible. Because one by one I was gathering pack members and they believe that it doesn't matter who you are, male or female, anyone can become a leader. Otherwise it'll just set the world back in the stone age.

Oliver was always the one who supported that.

Sam was watching me; a fist over his mouth, propped up on the arm chair; his pack behind him, and my pack behind me. We happened to be staring each other down trying to figure each other out.

"So..." I trailed as I let my hand fall from underneath my chin. I smiled slightly knowing that each one of his pack members were staring at me as if I was immortally beautiful... I always thought I was just like everyone else. "am I going to be introduced, or are you just going to let your friends stand there staring at me and drooling like two years old?"

 He snapped out of his trance and looked back at his pack, then adjusted his seating. He raised his hand a little so that he was pointing out which one was which. I followed his hand as I met the eyes of the ones who looked like they were going to pass out.

   "Kaya, this is Jared, Quil, Embry, Jacob, Seth, and Paul; guys this is my sister Kaya." He introduced and looked past me to see that each of my members weren't even acknowleging that they existed. It wasn't my fault; that's just the way they are. Especially my Paul; he's the badass who isn't afraid of telling someone just how he felt.

   Sam raised an eyebrow at me. I shrugged my shoulders as if I had the slightest idea to what he was talking about, sound familiar? He was doing the same to me in the forest, he was pissing me off so I left.

   "Oh; you expect me to do the same?" I asked as I acted as if I just grabbed his concept; then laughed it off.

   "That sounds about right." He narrowed his eyes and tried to see what was wrong with me and why I was acting like this. Doesn't he get it at all?

    "Okay; since you're being a princess about it," I rolled my eyes playfully and stood to my feet so that I could walk around the chair and stand inbetween my friends, and my thirteen brothers. "Guys this is my older brother Sam and his pack of what's-their-faces, and what's-your-faces, this is my pack Harold, Mike, Chris, Ray, Willy, Xavier, Kale, Oliver, Taylor, Steven, Paul, Brandon, and Erin. Are you happy Sam?"

  "What is wrong with you Kaya? Why are you acting like you've lost your mind?" He stood to his feet and attempted to make his voice bounce off the walls in his tiny house. It would never move me.

    "I'm acting like I lost my mind because you act like you never knew the reason why I left, and you know why I'm mainly mad?" I asked as I gripped the top of the chair and sqeezed it without letting it be noticed. "I mainly mad because you never tried to stop me."

  "I didn't stop you because you were eighteen Kaya and you were allowed to make that decision for yourself."

"Yea; but as an Alpha you were supposed to stop your Beta from doing that, remember? 'The Uley's stick together throught thick and thin?' Obviously you never cared."

     I moved from the group that surrounded me and walked away from where we were all gathered. I needed air, that was clear enough; I also needed to get back to dad's so that I could get some sleep, we all arrived at two in the morning, and I didn't sleep at all last night so it was manditory. The door was past his wolf pack so all I had to do was get passed them then I was free along with my boys. So I started to walk passed them until I was touched ever the slightest by his Paul, and I stopped at that instant feeling weak in the knees. I turned my head to the side, and looked him in the eyes. The deep-set brown orbs that peirced through mine, making me want to fall from where I stood. I'd never felt what I'd just felt before; and I didn't want to feel it again, because he was a part of my brother. And I wanted nothing to do with him. So I moved my head in the direction it was before and walked away. I walked through the door and out of the house with my guys behind me, shifting before we setted off to the house where we were all going to be staying for the time being.

       The guys shifted before me, and before I did so; I looked back at the door to see that Paul was standing there staring at me, and as I glanced back at him, I tried to forget what just happened. I was going to ignore the fact that he imprinted on me, because I refuse to say that I imprinted because after all he was the one to touch me first.

    So I shifted and then then disappeared.

Not caring who this Paul guy was.

Not everything is lollipop's and Unicorns in this world.