I'm just a rebel without a cause (One Direction fanfic)CANCELED

Chapter: 17

A/N: hey readers!

Thanks for everything. I know, know. I've been in kind of a "depression" because my birthday is on the 25th and my grandma went into the hospital two days ago. So, I'm back from my "depression".

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( Recap )

"Baby, we should go to your place and get some clothes, hm?" Jayda hummed, I nodded again. I gave her one last kiss on the nose.

"Ok, let's go." I smiled as we both got out and wrapped towels around us.

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Jayda's ***POV***

Harry told me where he lives. Whoa, it's pretty far away.

"You live alone?" I asked, pulling into Harry's empty driveway, Harry looked at me, his face slightly sinking. He sighed and gave me a small yes.

I turned off my car and undid my seatbelt.

"Baby, you can talk to me about anything, but if you don't want to that's fine.." I reassured him, placing a hand on his shoulder. He looked up at me his green eyes pained and ashamed.

"Let's go in, sweetie." I told him, breaking him from his trance. We both got out, Harry then unlocked his door. He held the door open for me, motioning for me to go in first. I sent him a smile as I went in.

Harry shut the door behind him as I scanned the area.

"J-Jayda?" Harry's shaky voice made me turn around.

"Yes, babe?"

"C-Can I talk to you,-- I mean since we're in a relationship I don't want to hide anything." He took a deep breath. I nodded and sat on his couch. I grabbed a neatly folded duvet placed beside me and coved myself my.

Jeez, his house is chilly. He smiled weakly knowing what I meant. He settled down next to me. When he got under the duvet with me his shoulder touched mine.

"I love you so much." I whispered, placing a warm kiss on his neck. "Go ahead and talk away." I smiled.

"Well," Harry started.

"My Mom and Dad fought a lot. I don't think I've ever seen them happy together. Finally they just spilt. About a year later my Mom became sick.. I didn't know what was wrong. Until one day I was visiting her in the hospital she had no hair. So from that moment something happened, something broke inside me. I was depressed. My heart hurt.-- but the first time we cuddled and kissed. I just felt something warm and beautiful. I've never ever had that feeling with any girl-- it was the feeling I got when my mom was alive. Little do you know you're everything I have.." Harry took a moment to wipe away a falling tear, so I took the liberty to wrap him into my arms. I sat there crossed-legged with Harry on my lap. I brought him closer and rested my lips on left temple.

"But anyways-- My mom lost her battle to cancer a-and that left me with my dad. But last year when I was 15. My dad didn't want me, he kicked me out. So here I am.-- Last year my life was pointless and I almost committed suicide. But then Claire found my broken soul, we dated for like a year. I didn't really like her but we got along and I was happy. When she broke up with me, I tried to overdose on pills, if Louis never found me I would of died. When I crying in his arms I told him my whole story,-- the one I'm telling you now. This is me and Lou's secret, only you, him and me know.-- The next day at school. Someone walked into the school.--

The someone was you..." At the last sentence Harry broke into more tears.

"Harry, Harry, Harry, Harry... I-I'm going to love you forever. And when your heart is fully healed, I'll still l-love you." I made a vow to myself, wiping my face from tears.

"And you're my everything, Harold Edward Styles." I whispered, as Harry shut his eyes tight and breathing slightly heavy. I could feel his heart pounding against my chest.

Surprised Harry pulled back from the hug and he carefully rested his hand on his chest, feeling his heartbeat.

"My heart is beating 'cause of you... Y-You caused me to still be alive. You brought me from fucking shit, to happy and wanting to live. Your even offering me to live in your house... Nobody's better than you, sweetheart." I could barely understand the poor boys sobbed words. He shut his eyes tightly again while shaking his head 'no' quickly.

"I don't want to die in this h-house alone. Every fucking night, I-I cry.. I just cry. I hate living alone." He then continued, his head stopped shaking. But his torso still shook. I pounced on him hugging him.

"Harry, you will never e-ever live alone! You will never die alone, over my dead body. I love ya! Your the only thing I have. I would of never known... Jeez baby... I wish I came earlier. I love you, I love you, I love you. More than everything. I have to fix you, and you have to fix me, you poor boy. I need you in my life, God bless Lou for saving you.-- Fuck, Harry! Come live with me forever! I don't care. I love you!" I raved between my sobs and tears.

"I never thought I'd be this important to someone." I whispered the last part, out of breath.

Me and Harry sat there crying in each others arms until he was out of tears. Once he was clammed down in my arms. I pressed my lips against his dry lips, he melted into the slow, dominate sad kiss.

By the end of are break down I had a huge wet spot of tears the collarbone of my shirt. Harry apologized. I told him it looked like a cat causing him to smile, making me smile.

Harry's ***POV***

God, that felt good to get all that done and out.

We made are way up to my bedroom. I got my bag from my closet, when I turned around to place it on my bed. Jayda was giggling her shirt off and one of mine on.

"Mine now, baby." She giggled keeping it on. I smiled and rolled my eyes playfully. "Hey... Hey, Harry come 'ere." Jayda told me, I could just hear the playfulness in her voice. I turned around and placed about 10 shirts in my bag.

"Stop distracting me, love. I swear I'll tickle you." I chuckled. "Bullcrap Jayda is not ticklish." She defended herself getting all huffy-puffy on me. "Wanna make a bet?" I grumbled, smiling to myself. I opened my next drawer and pulled out, jeans, sweats, trousers. Ect. When I turned around. I wasn't surprised that my bag was gone and Jayda had that little smirk on her lips.

"Give it, babe." I warned. She just smirked bigger with her dimples telling me that she wasn't gonna give it up. "If you want it come and get it.. Na na na na!" She cheered in singsong tone.

"Your such a loser. It's 'if your ready come and get na na na na!" I corrected her.

"Of course I know that." Jayda protested. Sticking out her tongue and making a buzzing noise.

That's it.

I jumped on the bed and lunged at her. My attempts to tickle her failed. Jayda let out one 'Ha' as she flipped us around so she was on top, my hands were pinned by my head. "What did you say about me distracting you." She stuck out her tongue again. I rolled my eyes, I let out a little grumble. Earning a noise from Jayda. That can't be good. She intertwined are fingers.

Randomly, all in one moment Jayda let go of me and quickly flipped up my shirt and her lips made contact with my tummy, she made those buzzing noises making her lips vibrate against my tummy. I arched my back. Screaming though laugher, begging her to stop.

"What?" Jayda asked sarcastically. "S-STOP!" I screamed out in laugher. Then she stopped. I huffed in relief. Then right after Jayda caught me and attacked my lips. I took this as I challenge, just the way she was kissing my fast.

Ok, game on. Kissing war.

Of course she won be getting me off task by sexily biting my lip or attacking my tongue. I pulled away breathless. My face was probably the colour of a tomato. She smiled satisfied and rolled off.

"I win." I heard her mumble as I got up and continued to pack. Once I was done we went back to her house....