Long Gone

11. Karma's a Bitch.

Al notices that I have stopped walking and follows my eyes. His eyes widen.

I groan and take my head in my hands. I don't even know what to do. He might tell someone but worst of all he might think that I am so cruel and bad. He could never love someone like me.

Who are you kidding anyways? He will never love you no matter what! My subconscious chimes in and I roll my eyes at her. Way to crush my self-esteem.

AL looks at me with knowing eyes and I shake my head frantically. I know what's gonna happen now. I know what happens at these situations and mostly I am the one in charge. I already have Harry to take care of and now HIM too!! Why does this always happen to me!?

I see Al trying to make him come with us and I know that I'm the only one who can make him come right now.

Wait that sounded dirty.

Damn you thoughts!

Al looks at me pleadingly and I waltz towards him. I was screaming and getting overexcited inside but on the outside I was cold and dark. I know I had to. As I reached there his beautiful eyes that always shined looked at me with disgust.

It hurt; it hurt more than those hateful eyes. Why does everything about him hurt me so much? I am beyond done trying to know the reason for it. I hover over him because apparently somehow he was on the floor. I could see that he was intimidated by me but he tried to hide it. All of this intimidation was because of the fact that he saw me kill all those people and probably because I was almost covered in blood.

Without uttering a word I grabbed his hand roughly and pulled him up. Yanking his arm, I walked him towards death.

Not literally, I meat my baby.

Al followed laughing and I glared at him with which he tried to stifle his laugh. HE was glaring at me and Al, mostly Al. I laughed inwardly. I sat and Al made HIM sit behind me and he tried to fit with us all.

Yes, it is illegal. No, I don't care.

We take him to the gang house and I leave to park as I tell them to go ahead and put him somewhere until Patrick comes. Al rolls his eyes at me and I glare at him and HE is still in some kind of shock. I call Patrick and explain him the situation. While walking in I hear someone telling everyone to throw out all the razor's blades or whatever else there is.

"But why?" another voice I recognize as Jess' says.

"You know why" the voice says and I recognize the person. I rush into the room and hug her tightly. She seems to be taken aback by this because it's been almost a year since I even talked to her properly. But I've shut everyone out for too long I guess.

"So he is in your room" Al says walking in. Wait what the f-

"The fuck!" Kathy shouts. Why is he in my room!?

"Why is HE in MY ROOM!?" I almost shout. Anger is radiating off me for some unknown reason.

"Since Harry is with me now coz you didn't want him in your room so only you room is left. Harry is just packing up. R- I meang HE is with him right now" He says backing away.

"NO! Stop harry I will be with him and he will stay with you" I say trying to calm myself. "Besides it's only a week" I tell Al.

"Oh that would be my pleasure" Al says cracking his knuckles. I give him a stern look and he raises an eyebrow asking me 'why do you care?'

Why do I care? Do I even care? NO

"Let Harry stay besides he isn't getting on my nerves these days" and he is hotter when he is asleep almost on top of you with his hands wrapped around that tiny little stomach-

Are you done?

Sorry, continue.

"Fine go tell him" He says and falls back on the sofa.

I have to call Ruby, Rich's mother to tell her that rich will be with Ian for some days maybe a week because his parents are out of town and he is currently on his way there and told me to do it. She is kind as ever and tells me how much she has missed me. When used to talk.

After keeping the phone I walk into my room to see a naked Harry wanking in the bathroom and my eyes widen. I let out a small scream and he drops his sausage quickly pulling up his pants but the damage was done. He smiled at me and scratched the back of his neck causing his shaggy brown locks to fall to the front of his face covering the deep pink tinge that was previously seen there.

I couldn't help but laugh. After I was done laughing like there is no tomorrow we decided it was in our best interest to just leave it at there and never talk about it again. He should probably remember to lock the door next time.

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We're in the hall and Jess wants to play truth or dare. Harry and me are occasionally looking at each other and trying not to laugh. I am sitting with my legs across Kate's lap and head in Al's lap. I groan as they all agree and make me play.

As we start to play Rich comes in and Molly, a member who is clearly flirting with Jim offers him to play. I answer before him with a NO! And he smirks.

Just to piss me off he wants to play. He sits down across from me and I stand up.

"Pussy" he mutters.

"Excuse me" Oh no u didn't.

"Let's start" I say with arrogance. We start playing and stuff happens, people kiss each other. Harry strips but leaves his boxers on. Molly tries to give Al a hickey but since she doesn't know the first thing about it, fails miserably.

I kiss Harry, thanks to Jess but I see rich stiffening.

Is that jealousy I see?

Ya Right.

He tells Molly to kiss him and I am pissed again. I start drinking and drinking. I am a little dizzy.

Kate asks him "truth or dare"

"Dare" he replies sternly looking right at Me.

"I dare you to listen everything Nik ever wanted to say to you" she smirks

We both freeze.

Whoa. Bitch I did not expect that.

I couldn't help but blush as a slight red blush made its way onto my cheeks. No. I couldn't. Not after all this time and the way he treated me.

"I think you are a great person. You're hot and I think I'd bang you but only if my life depended on it" I say with no emotions.

Just like always.

I can see the disappointment in Kathy's eyes. She should know.

But I just couldn't.

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