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Chapter 41

~A/N~

Here it is, the last chapter of DC! Enjoy! xx

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It shouldn't be like this.

Waking up in the morning, next to the person you supposedly love. It shouldn't feel uncomfortable, like you want to crawl out of the bed and stay in the shower until you feel clean again, until you get the feeling of that person's hands on you completely out of your head.

It just shouldn't be like that.

I let out a small sigh, probably my twentieth one since I'd woken up about 10 minutes before, and shifted further to the edge, again. I was almost completely sure Louis was left uncovered.

My eyes fluttered shut again at the thought; Louis. He was leaving in just a couple of hours. It was already far too late for me to get a ticket, and I wouldn't see him for God knows how long. He's my boyfriend, it should be bothering me. I should be sad about it. Not relieved.

Come to think of it, I'd subconsciously spent the past several days just wanting him to be as far away from me as possible. It was weird; I thought I'd get over it. I thought everything would go back to normal in time. But that was our problem; time. We didn't have enough of it. And the fact that I had to make a decision now, was freaking me out.

What if I make the wrong decision, and then regret it later? What if I stay with him, and he turns out to be the kind of person I thought he'd be? And what if I end it, and never find someone like him again?

Well... He made a move on me because of a bet and then lied to me about it. Of course I'll never find someone like him.

What if it just wasn't meant to be? This could be the way the universe is letting me know that we're not for each other. If what they say about genuinely falling in love only once is true... I guess my job got done five years ago. And his too, apparently. So what was all this for? What's the point?

Before I could continue thinking, I felt an arm wrap around my waist, nearly making me jump. Uh oh; he's awake.

"Morning, sunshine," He mumbled and kissed my cheek, and I had to put a lot of effort into not making a grimace or punching him. It's like I woke up as a whole different person.

"You took all of the blanket for yourself." I felt him grip my waist so he could pull himself closer to me, until his front was pressed to my back. Holy shit.

"Louis," I breathed out. "You're naked."

"That's half the fun."

Never have I thought I'd be disgusted by him saying something like that. But, looks like I don't know myself that well. "Please," I said, trying go move away from him, but he ended up gripping my arm and pulling me on my back. God dammit.

"Where do you think you're going?" Louis muttered, his head already in the crook of my neck as he left sloppy kisses along my shoulder. I closed my eyes at first, getting a bit lost, but then when I remembered who was doing all of this, I immediately pushed him away.

Sadly, it didn't seem to affect him all that much; if anything, he kissed my collarbones, making his way down my body. He just couldn't take no for an answer.

"Louis," I breathed out when I felt his lips on my stomach, tickling me a little. "I... I think we should take a break."

The words left my mouth before I could stop them. Hell, before I even knew what I was saying. So when Louis looked up at me, confused and wide-eyed, it took me a second to realize why.