Broken Illusion |Yoonmin sequel| #3 |

12. Acceptance

Taehyung left, Yoongi left, everyone basically did. Expect Jin, but he was told to stay away from me.
He glanced at me and I had a feeling that he was worried about me.

But it was about time, to make the right decisions. To make it all okay. Because everything, had lost balance.

So what was my problem? I actually... Had no clue.

I knew that Jeong was just after revenge, that he wanted me to suffer. And he somehow succeeded.

Dirt, shame, darkness was drained all over me. How was I gonna shake it off?

Make everything okay...

Letting go of Jeong. He was a mistake and mistakes, we all do them, to learn from them.

But something wasn't still quite right...

"You just wanna hear what you wanna hear... You don't wanna hear the truth, you don't want your illusion to be broken."

If I can clearly see what's wrong, why am I blind to what's perfect?

'Your prettiest diamond may be fake...'

"I thought you were gonna leave me alone?"

And therefore, my room went silent. As if I was just talking to the wall.

Jungkook... I missed him. But I also had an awful feeling about him. That there was something I didn't know.

What if... I left him?

What if my greatest mistake was my solution?

I got my thoughts clear, got everything what I was going to say to him. But when I saw him, I couldn't embrace myself. I lost the words.

"Is there something you wanna say to me Hyung?" He asked me.

"Y-yeah... We need to talk. Alone." I opened the door to our room.

"What's up?" He closed the door behind him. He had no clue what I was about to say, I looked him in the eyes and I felt tears coming up. I tried to resist to cry as hard as I could, it was a challenge.

"So... You and me, I don't think this is working. I'm sorry Jungkook but I can't do this anymore."

"Excuse me what?!"

"You heard me, right?"

"Why?"

"Don't ask questions, accept what I feel."

Everything, was out. Everything on my mind, I told him. I felt relief, but at the same time not. Because I made him cry, just seeing his tears rolling down his cheeks made my heart break. I hate making people cry, I hate hurting anyone...

"But I love you..." He said sniffing.

"You know I will still be there by your side." I hugged him. He didn't even hug me back, he just pushed away after a few seconds.

He looked at me, wiping away his tears and got out of the room.

"You will regret this..." He whispered. I couldn't hear it, but I could read his lips.

I sighed, looking at him as he only was getting out of my sight slowly. I began to pack, we were roommates, but as it wasn't working between us, I had to move.