Broken Illusion |Yoonmin sequel| #3 |

13. Epilouge

I'll join Yoongi? It was my goal. But if Jungkook beat me up, I would stay. Cause Yoongi wouldn't let me. He wouldn't let me be with him. Was it luck? Or was it Yoongi that refused to let me die?

Yoongi hated death and rejected every time we started talking about it. Funny that he took suicide, because of me.

"So how you gonna have it?" He asked with a smirk on his face. His confidence made me chuckle. Why was he acting like a brat, acting like he could destroy me?
But my fear won over me.

"Sorry I ever brought that up." I turned around. I sighed for myself. I'm such a disappointment. I walked back to my room, luckily Taehyung wasn't there. I jumped in to my bed and burst out in tears. Hugging me pillows tight so it would numb my sniffing sounds.

'I'm so sorry.'

"You're back? I thought you were gonna leave me alone."

"I made you hearing impaired. Because I didn't want you to say it to him..." Yoongi appeared.

"Say what?"

"Your deepest secret. You were about to tell him, right?"

"Yeah... Almost. But I never did. So what?"

"Even though you and Taehyung told me to let you do your mistakes, I couldn't fight it; I had to stop him. I couldn't affect him. So, I got you in pain. Just so you wouldn't tell him."

"Why can't I tell him? Why are you making it such a big deal?"

"Your precious secret... It deserves to be respected, you need your privacy. Jungkook wanted to tell the media."

"I'm pretty sure that's not the main reason. But why would he do that?"

"I know Jungkook. He's hungry for revenge. He wants to make your life in to a living hell."

"Well... You did." I gave him a sarcastic smile.

"It's because I didn't want you to suffer, I didn't want you to fall in to his trap."

"You got me in pain, you got me so mad that I couldn't see you, everything for...?"

"I'm sorry Jimin. Your feelings don't deserve to be crushed by anyone else than me. I'm sorry I got you both in psychical and mentally pain. That rat photoshopped the pictures..."

"I didn't want blame him."

"Why? He wanted to ruin your carrier! Your life!"

"I know. But I don't wanna be a rat like him."

"Please Jimin... For me, break up with him."

"And if I don't?"

"It's for you own good. I can see that you're not happy with him."

"I don't buy it. Tell me already. It's all about secrets and lies. Tell me, if you really love me."

"I gotta admit. I'm a bit jealous. That he's so close to you. That he's kissing your lips that are mine. It's not fair. I don't like him, at all. Not after everything he has done to you!"