Broken Illusion |Yoonmin sequel| #3 |

6. Zoning out

"Jimin-ah? You okay? You've zoned out a lot lately... Whatcha thinking about?"

When I looked up at him again, my fist punched him in the speed of light, strong as a threw him a rock in his face.

Jungkook backed off, looked at me shocked.

"What was that for?"

I was shocked myself, what did it came from? My hand was moving on it's own will. I had no control, it just happened.

'He deserves it'

What?

Jungkook stood up, looking at me with a pissed face, then ran to the hallway. He's gonna go to eomma Jin and cry in his arms... If not he's going to Namjoon Hyung and plan how to kill me.

I knew I was dead meat, but I didn't do anything to stop him. I just lied on the floor, looking at the ceiling, waiting for them to come. As soon as I closed my eyes, I could hear loud steps coming closer.

"Jimin..." Namjoon. "Look, I don't wanna yell at you. But what you did to Jungkook was not okay. He's even younger then you. What were you thinking?"

I didn't think, it just happened. He would never believe me that it wasn't me, so I just looked down on the floor, waiting for him what to say.

"I guess this isn't helping. Let's go."

He dragged me to our boss, he had a higher rank then manager hyung and could basically fire me if he wanted to. Though it would cost him a lot, so I felt pretty safe.
That day though, I was deadly wrong.

"I give you one last chance. If you dump it, then you can tell this place bye bye for a few months and you go and fix your hearing at the hospital."

"I hear you hyung."

The guys lost their respect for me. They just glanced at me for a few seconds in disappointment, then looked away. It felt impossible to build up their trust again. Since everybody was on Jungkook's side, because he was younger. And the baby needs security more than anyone else.

I started to go to bed early, go from the table before I even eat anything, I basically started to avoid everyone.

I felt Jin's staring at my neck, he was worried but he didn't want to say anything.
Everybody was probably worried, but decided to stay quiet.

As Jungkook was slowly drifting away from me, Hoseok tried to comfort me instead.
He was nice and we got close fast. But I was careful, maybe he was working with Jungkook?

Though I wanted someone to hold me trough the night and tell me everything was going to be alright, I wanted to move on from both Yoongi and Jungkook. But Hoseok was not the one.

I can imagine us as best friends but nothing more.
That was what I was thinking.
But Hoseok wanted to get closer.

"You know how much I care about you right?" He asked me and stopped walking.

"I do, why did you stop? Let's go and practice." I tried to get past him but instead he pulled me against the wall.

He looked me deep into my eyes, it was kinda scary but at the same fascinating. His face was getting closer and closer to mine. Panic was going trough my head, what am I gonna say, do, react?