My meant to be |jortini|

32. I need you right now

Jorge's POV

Few weeks had passed. The duet is recorded a long time ago already.

Tini and I are on good terms. We're not best friends or something, but at least she doesn't cry and shout at me every time she sees me.

I was having a lazy saturday evening, by my self. My laptop was placed on one of the many blankets here on my couch, together with half empty pizza box.

All my attention was completely on TV as soon as I heard Tini's and my name being spoken in one of tv shows.

"Lately, famous actor and singer Jorge Blanco and worldwide pop-star Tini Stoessel were seen together multiple times. In one of producing studios, at cafe, at one of the Los Angeles' malls... We all know that Jorge and Tini used to date last year. They broke up for unknown reason to public. But seems like they just can't live without each other. Jortini in the air? Again?"

I only can dream about it. I mean yes, I came here with intention to get her back, but as time passes by I don't think I'll be able to do that.

She's been acting like I'm her acquaintance. Our conversations brought down to "Hey, how are you? Good. Bye"

But I don't blame her. I've hurt her too much. I don't deserve anything from her. Not even that Hi...

The thing I loved the most about her when we were still together was her innocence, her fragility. Her need for protection, my protection. Well, not anymore.

She doesn't need me, and that hurts me the most.

A sudden knock interrupted my thoughts. Hell no, that wasn't a knock. It sounded like that person wanted to break my door.

Who could it be? It's almost midnight and it's rainstorm outside.
After I managed to get up from all those blankets and chips I quickly went to the door.

I opened them, and there she stood. Soaking wet. With her beautiful hair all over he pretty face.

As soon as that she jumped on me and hugged me as tight as possible.

That's when I realized that she was crying like mad. Sobbing uncontrollably. I haven't thought twice before I wrapped my arms around her small shaking body.

I tried to talk "Tini wh-" but she cut me of.

"I-I'm so-sorry for com-coming this late...b-but I r-reall-ly need y-y-you right n-now." She said as sobs made it harder for her.

Those words...they mean more than anything to me. She needs me. Me.

I closed the door and lifted her up in my arms, making my way to the couch.

"Tini please tell me what's wrong" I said before pressing my lips to her forehead.

"He-he will d-d-die..." she sobbed again.

"Who Tini?" I asked soflty, but worried at the same time.

"M-my da-dad...he has c-ca-cancer" she cried uncontrollably again.

I felt really bad at the moment. Alejandro is a great man, always happy and with a smile on his face.

"Tini, look at me" I said pulling her away from my chest but still holding onto her arms.

"Cancer is really bad, but, it's not impossible to recover. Alejandro is a strong man, he'll get trough this, I promise you. He loves you and your family too much to leave you this early." I said whipping the tears away. She looked at me for a few seconds and then did something I least expected her to do.

She kissed me.

She pressed her lips against mine so aggressively.

That magnificent feeling took over my body. I've been craving for this so long.

I don't actually think she knows what's she doing right now. She'll be so mad on herself for kissing me and she'll be mad on me because I kissed her back.

But I don't wanna stop her. This is what she needs. She needs to put all her emotions somewhere. Like she used to do when we were still together. If she was upset or something she would've always come to me and, kinda, make out with me. And damn, even though it has no emotions, or at least the positive ones, this feels just too good to stop.

What I haven't even realized is that as the kiss lasted, she got on my lap with her legs on each side of me.

Her kisses were harsh, rude. She pulled my hair harshly at the same time, making me moan into the kiss.

When there was no more oxigen between us we had to stop.

She stayed still on my lap with her arms around my neck. Her head shrugged deep in the crock of my neck.

"I'm so sorry...I'm such a bitch.." she said with her cracking voice.

"No, no don't say that. You needed this, I know you." I said with my head against the top of her head as I felt her nod.

"Now come on, let's go get you some dry clothes." I said getting up from couch as she still was in my arms.

She wrapped her legs around my waist to make it easier for me to hold her under tights.

As soon as we approached my bedroom I put her down on my bed.

I gave her a towel causing her to look up from floor up to my eyes.

"Go and have shower. It'll help you warm up" I said as she nodded and made her way to bathroom.

Meantime, I searched for something she could wear. I took my gray joggings, blue sweater, some random white socks and unpacked boxers.

I slowly entered the bathroom not wanting to scare her and placed evrything on one of the cabinets in there.

About 10 minutes later she got out. She looked very cute in my clothes, which was obviously too much big for her. She had her wet hair up in a bun, making her makeup free face even more beautiful.

She came closer to me as I couldn't stop staring at ther beautiful, now puffy and red eyes.

"Thank you for everything" she whispered in my ear before she placed a light kiss on my left cheek.

A smile crept on my lips as she hugged me, tight. I hugged her back of course.

After a few minutes, which seemed like century I said"Tini, it's very late already. Tomorrow is a big day for both of us." She nodded and let go of me.

You sleep here, okay? And if you need me for anything I'll be in the room next to this." I said but she shook her head.

"No. Stay with me, please." She whined grabbing my hand

"Tini, I don't think it's a good idea" I said. But actually, I would've done anything just to wake up with her in my arms.

"No, please, I need you" she protested.

"No Martina. I don't deserve this. I don't deserve your thankfulness, kindness, and most of all I don't deserve your needs for me. I deserve none of that." I said quite mad. Mad on myself.

"Shut up will ya?! I would've not come to you if I didn't need someone to listen to me, to hug me, to tell me sweet words, to make me feel better and give me support. I kow why I came to you. I know that I need you now, more than ever." She finished as tears escaped from her eyes.

"Come" I said opening mh arms for her. She embraced me as I lift her up in my arms again.

In no time we were both laying on my bed. She had her back pressed agains my front as my arms hugged her waist. Our legs were tangled. My head was in the crock of her neck ad her hands layed on my arms.

Just like the good old times...

Idk about you, but I loved this chapter. It was do good to write touchy-feely scenes again

Love you all, thanks for 13k♡