***MIXED FEELINGS TOWARDS HIM!***

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His warm body next to hers, it takes Cloe to a place she can't explain.He gives her that warm feeling that satisfaction..... He makes her feel wanted.. She have been lost but then she have found him and so she found herself.

He is her best friend , her love , her future ... Her future layed in his hands....she had though of him night and day, every minute of every hour since he had returned to her.

At nights her legs were tangled up in his , his arm round her waist ...she felt save , saver than she ever had felt before ... Her happy place was with him, john.

He had mede her crazy in so many ways , the way he holds her , he knows what he wants, the warmth of his hands within hers, the moment he pulls her colser to his body , his soft sweet perfect lips form a slight grin as he kisses her cold lips in the day, the way he pulls her closer then....

sweeps her of her feet in a split second.

The letters they wrote she had treasured , every memory aswhell ... She loves him , and to lose him again would be the biggest tragedy in her life ...

Now that they have been through alot , and there is yet to come many burdens , but love means forever and forever is a long time , she would not mind having him by her side forever, Or at least till the end of her days come ... She knows within her haert that they will reach it, yet she is still so confused.

She was anry with him for leaving without telling her but with love there comes anger. She just could not have stayed mad. She loves him. More than anything in this world.

"John." She had said sitting up from where they were lying the next morning. "Yes?" He asked speeply. " Why had you distance me from yourself?" She asked looking down to him. John sat up holding Cloe's fragile hands between his own.
"Because sometimes you have to hurt the people you love most to keep them safe." He had said placing his warm lips onto Cloe's cold forehead.

"I do not understand." She said with pleading eyes. " I did not think i would return alive." He said looking back at her, looking deep into her beautiful green eyes. Feeling her hands warm up between his own. He took his one hand and stroked over her cheek with his palm and trached his index finger down her collar bone. " I had done that because I through if i distant myself it would be easier for you to hear that i have passed ." He said. Cloe's eyes teares up by this though. The thought of hearing about aother passing would have broken her to bits. She loves and cares so much and yet she gets hurt so much. Should she be angry with him, or thankful?

Both of his big hands wrapped around Cloe's cheeks and wipped away the tears that escape. He wipped them away with his warm thumbs just like years before when they were just kids in the park.

He went closer and placed his chapped lips onto her soft small lips. The kiss was soft and delicate yet long lasting. She felt whole at last. He removed her long black hair from her shoulder and let then fall onto her delicate back. His lips moved towards her neck , giving it soft little kisses which send pleasant chills thru the body of her own. His hand reached onto her back into her top stoking her back softly. Cloe's haert was beating firmly but her stomach said other wise. It tingled within her stomach asif millions of butterflies were trying to escape. She leaned her head side ways revealing more of her neck as her hand reached out towards his brown curled hair.

His soft big hands came acros her body and ended up on her small tummy , his one hand almost covering it. His lips went down her collar bone and she could not help but feel so comfortable. She trusted him. His hands moved over, cuping her breasts and his lips sneaked back to her own. Her hands clawing into his back and hair she could taste him, not sure what to compare it to but it was a pleasant taste. A taste she missed alot.

He rolled her over from where she was lying on her back now to ontop of his muscular perfect body. His hand stocked over her back again grabbing her but while their tongs collide.

So they had continued thru out the day, enjoying each other's company, with not a care in the world.
They were happy rite there where they where .....together.....

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