I sat on the park bench waiting for Harry's arrival. I couldn't help but beat myself up for how foolish i was. I took a drug that I didn't know of. I took it without thinking of the consequences. Not only am I mad at myself, i'm angry at the boys..
Why would Liam or Harry let me take that knowing how easy i get messed up. I told myself that I would never be like my father, I would never do drugs or start drinking. I'm starting to think that maybe harry isn't what i-
I was cut out of my thoughts as i heard Harry call out my name. I stayed seated on the bench simply because i was stubborn and didn't want harry to think everything was okay. Also because i was scared if I stood up I would either fall down or throw up and i didn't want that.
"Summer!" Harry was still looking for me, until our eyes met and he looked scared.
"There you are, come on, lets go back home" He said as if pretending we didn't need to talk about anything from the previous night.
"Whatever" I said, my voice barely audible.
I stormed off towards Harry's car, leaving him to walk behind me. As we both got in the car, Harry kept trying to get me to talk to him, I kept my mouth shut.
We pulled up to our house. I got out and slammed the door.
"What the fuck is up with you right now?" Harry questioned, as if he didn't already know.
I stayed silent and opened up the front door revealing 4 very worried faces.
I could tell they were all mad at themselves for letting things go to far, and for letting me take the stupid thing.
"I'm going to take a shower." I said avoiding the conversation I wasn't willing to have.
*Harry's P.O.V*
Summer obviously has the right to be mad at us for not stopping her from taking the pill but it was just as much her fault as ours. Maybe I shouldn't be mad at her right now, but I am. I'm fucking pissed.
I watched as she went up the stairs to go take a shower, then focused my attention on the four guys.
"She's acting fucking stupid. God, how come whenever she does something stupid i'm the one to blame!?"
"Mate, maybe we are all the ones to blame for this. I'm sure shes just as mad at herself as she is us. We all made the stupid decision to take the drug last night and we just need to give her time. Shes not like us, and you know that" Louis stated.
"Yea but it still pisses me off, she pisses me off"
"I can't deal with you guys constantly fighting all the time! Are you together or should you guys just break up! it's obvious that you two shouldn't be together, or at least need some time apart." Liam stated.
I knew it was true, every word that just came out of Liam's mouth was true and I really wish it wasn't. I wasn't going to let Liam take her away from me just yet.
"You're only saying that because you want to spend more time with her and don't approve of our relationship. Me and Summer will work things out, we always do" I said with confidence.
"Whatever mate, just don't come crawling to us when you lose the best thing you've had in a long time." Niall said.
*Summers P.O.V*
I finished up in the shower, and made my way downstairs. I finally built up the balls to hopefully face them all. Although my head is still pounding and the feeling of whatever food I had yesterday coming back up is still there.
I turned to go into the kitchen and seen all of the boys looking pretty frustrated.
"I hope you all don't think I put all the blame on you, when i'm just as responsible. I am angry that you didn't stop me from taking it and that you had to get me drunk in order to even take the pill" I stared directly into Harry's eyes and continued talking.
"I am not my father and i'm not about to become him. so next time you want to drink or do drugs don't involve me in it, and go somewhere else and do it."
"You can't stop my friends from doing whatever they want to do in my house." Harry spoke.
"Fine then, if it isn't my house, ill leave. Sorry for being such a burden." I said with no emotion.
With that I walked up the stairs to the bedroom with a pissed off Harry following closely behind me.
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