Chapter 13~Awkward car ride and nice cuddles?~

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~Summers P.O.V~

Me and Harry left the house and went back to his car, I can't believe that I am once again stuck in a small space with the devil. I was still beyond pissed and I dont plan on talking to him anytime soon. 

"Summer, are you okay" Harry asked. 

I fake laughed, shook my head then looked out the window. 

I felt a hand land on my thigh and squeeze it hard, I winced and gasped.

"I asked you a fucking question, I didnt tell you a joke. Now answer it" He answered harshly 

"No im not fucking okay Harry. What the fuck makes you think that you can treat me like this?" I spat back

"Because your mine" 

I looked at him shocked. I am no ones. I will not be treated like someone has strings tied to my hands and legs. 

"Im no ones. you dont fucking own me!" 

He gripped the steering wheel in frustration, his knuckles turning white.

"Yes you are, you have no say in what happens" 

I looked at him in disbelief. 

"I control myself thank you" 

"No you dont, not while im around anyways" 

"You can-" I stopped as I realized we wern't going in the direction to my house.

"Let me out" I begged 

"No"He smirked looking forward

"I said let me out!" It was too late. he was already where he had planned to go. back to the cottage. Fuck. 

"Im calling Liam" I stated.

"You do that and that will be the last fucking call you ever make" He threatend.

I stopped breathing for a second. My heart beat was picking up per second. I was beyond scared. 

"Pl-please Ha-harry"I pleaded. 

"Please Ta-take me Ho-home" I said a tear slipping out of my eye. 

"No can do" he said getting out of the car, then coming to my side and opening the door. I had to think. I could run but Harry was a very fast runner, he would catch up to me in no time. Maybe if I hurt him? No. What the fuck am i gonna do? Last time I was here I nearly got raped. 

He started walking up to the door gripping my forearm hard. I struggled to keep up with him. 

He unlocked the door to the cabin. 

"What would your parents think of you doing this?" I asked, this must have triggered something in him because he instantly let go of me. His eyes started to water. Wait. Was I seeing this correctly, Harry had a heart? He dropped to his knees and started to whisper stuff. I bent down to check if he was okay. 

"Harry? are you okay?" 

"Im so sorry" He said just above a whisper. I gave him a strange look as if to say please explain. 

"I promise that I will tell you soon, but will you plea-please stay the night with me? I wont be a jerk anymore. I just need someone" He said his voice cracking along the way and a tear rolling down his cheek. I wanted to just hug him and rock him back and forth but my body couldnt move. I was stuck. He looked up at me with hope. No, say no summer. I nodded. relief flashed through his eyes and he stood up, he still looked broken but not as bad as a few seconds ago. He grabbed my hand hesitantly and gentle before leading us upstairs. 

"Thank y-you" He said, his voice cracking again. I nodded and said a quiet "your welcome". We were now in the room from before. just standing in the door way gave me chills. I can't beleive I stayed. He just looked so broken and I couldn't say no. 

"I.. Um.. I dont have Pjs...." I said awkwardly. He went to his dresser and looked for im guessing something I could wear. I watched as his back muscles flexed as he moved the clothes around the dresser. Harry was honestly the most attractive male I've ever met. The way his plump lips moved everytime he talked, the way his eyes sparkled when he looked at me. everything else was perfect besides as you can tell, his personality. 

"Here" He said and handed me a large white t-shirt and gray jogging pants. I smiled at him and he smiled back. I could tell it was fake because it didnt reach his eyes. I walked to the bathroom remembering where it was from last time. I walked in then shut and locked the door. I striped out of the dress and put on the clothes on that Harry gave to me. The shirt reached about mid thight and the jogging pants were a bit to big but fit I guess. I unlocked the door and came out. I seen harry laying on the bed in jogging pants with no shirt on. I put my clothes on the dresser and stood there awkwardly. 

"Come lay" Harry said patting the bed

I shuffled over to the side of the bed and layed down. I remembered how he treated me today and moved as far away as I could. His large hand found its way to my hip and pulled me close to him. So close that i was practically laying on him. He placed his arm around me so we were spooning. He started to play with my hair and hummed softly in my ear. I actually felt comfort from him. I was putting this whole "One second I think I love you, then the next second I loath you" to rest. I was gonna talk to him about the whole thing. 

"Harry?" I asked.

"Yes love" 

Shit. What do I say now?

"Why did you do that to me today" I metally cursed. I should have thought this out. 

"Did what to you today?" 

"You scared me and yelled at me. You were a complete jerk" I sighed. 

"Sometimes I cant control what happens. Thats why I like to think that I have control over you. I cant contain my body. It does its own thing. Incase you haven't figured it out yet, Im Bi-polar" He said taking a breath before starting again

"I dont want you to be afraid of me but sadly I can't make you not afraid of me. I got jelous of you and Niall today so I kissed Cassie. My body took control when I pulled you back in the room. I dont even remember what I said to you in there, earlier when I said you were mine, I had no control, Im so sorry Summer. Holy crap im getting emotional" He admited and smiled at the end. I chuckled a bit aswell then asked

"Will you tell me about your parents?" I asked hoping I didnt push it to far. He tensed up at the mention of his parents but started talking. 

"If I tell you will you promise not to leave me?" I nodded. 

"It all started when I was 12...................." 

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