Chapter 21~kisses shared and the lads. ~

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*Summers P.O.V*

"I'm not good for you, you know that" He spoke.

"But were going to be together forever" His voice, it was scary, almost like a growl.

"ill be the best thing that ever happened to you"He was in the shadows and no wear to be found.

"But ill all ways be your worst nightmare"and just like that, He was gone.

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I woke up in a panic. The dream. It was so realistic, like everything He said was true. If only I knew who He was.

The only thing I remember from yesterday was the video and Harry pulling me away from the cliff. Oh god, the video. I stood up in a rush realizing I was at Harry's cottage thing, which I guess is my home now as well.

I grabbed the laptop of his dresser and pulled up facebook, I logged in to my account. I bet their all saying nasty things. I click on my notifications and click the video.

"HAHAH bye attention whore"

"Whaaatttaaa loser she is"

"Guys this shit is for real. Stop joking"

The tears were starting to form.

At least someone cared for me.

"We all know that shes probably doing this bc Harry doesn't want her virgin ass"

A voice from behind me startled me.

"Do you really think thats a good idea?"

I wipe the tears away quickly and turn to face Him.

"Not really sure whats good now adays, sometimes things are covered by masks, you cant really see the real them until its too late and your already broken".

"Do you ever get fixed?" Harry asks.

"So far? No" I answer honestly. He sighs and pulls me into his shoulder. Im not sure if I should trust him again but a part of me says that I should. I lean farther into his shoulder and close my eyes.

for a while there is a silence, not and awkward silence either, a calming silence. Harry speaks.

"I care about you so much Summer" He admits. I open my eyes to look at him. Even with his eyes closed I can see so much emotion in them. His face is full of pain and sadness. Even with a frown he still manages to look beautiful.

"I know you do, if you didn't then you wouldn't have stopped me"

He hummed in agreement.

He leant down and kissed my forehead and then my nose and lastly my lips, the place thats been craving him the most.

"Can we invite the boys over?" I ask.

"Sure if thats what you want"

"It is, but can we like uh drink and stuff? I need someway to get my mind off things..." I admit embarrasingly and look down.

He chuckles and agree's

"Im gonna go call them, you can get dressed and stuff" He says with a smile and walks towards the door.

"Wait!" I call out to him, He turns around and does what I said. I get up off the bed and walk over to him. I stand on the top of my toes and give him a kiss, his arms find their way around my waist. I smile into the kiss then pull away. I untangle myself from harry and walk away turning around to see his facial expressions. Hes shocked and happy, much better then before when he was sad and pained.

He continues his journey downstairs while I start to get ready.

~A little bit before the boys show up~

I was wearing one of harrys shirts that came about mid thigh, leggings and a pair of black converse. My hair is up in a messy ponytail and I have a bit of makeup on.

I make my way downstairs and sit on the couch cross legged. I grab the clicker and turn on the tv. As I flick through the channels all I see is news, news and more news. I turn off the t.v and throw the remote and stand up. I walk to the kitchen and see Harry standing there *in his american aparrel underwear and I know now that hes so dowwwwwn;))* with his back facing me. I open the fridge door and grab a water bottle some raspberry's and sit down on the bar stool chairs.

Harry walks up to the other side of the island so hes facing me with his mouth open indicating that he wants a raspberry. I giggle and feed him one.

I put the container in the garbage and the empty water bottle in the recyling.

Harry is finally off the phone and walks up behind me while wrapping his arms around my waist.

"Well don't you look beautiful" He says.

I turn around to face him and smile.

He leans down and kisses my cheek.

"You look incredibly hot" I say while trying to wink which probably ended up with me looking like a hot mess. He laughs hard and I join in with him.

Once our little laugh attack is over we calm down.

I lean up to kiss him and he leans down. Just as our lips are about to meet we're interrupted by a knock on the door. We pull away and Harry goes to open the door.

The boys come rushing in each of them almost falling on the way.

liam runs up to me and gives me a giant hug.

"I Missed you!" He says while pulling away from the hug.

After that all of the boys said hi's and hey's.

Harry came back in and put his arm over my shoulder.

"So lads, where's the stuff?" Harry asks

"Oh shit, ill go get it" Niall says reasuring that he had forgotten it in the car.

"Be ready for the night of your life with only a party of six" harry whispers in my ear, kisses my temple and then goes back to talking with the boys.

The only think I can think is what have I gotten myself into.

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