Chapter 14~Parent talk, sleep, breakfast and slips?~

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~Flash Back~

"Will you tell me about your parents?" I asked hoping I didnt push it to far. He tensed up at the mention of his parents but started talking. 

"If I tell you will you promise not to leave me?" I nodded. 

"It all started when I was 12...................." 

~Now~

"My dad was normally nice and I thought he cared for my mom and me but turns out he was hooking up with someone other then my mom" He started. I gasped. 

"I was 14 when my mom found out, my dad did everything to make sure she wouldn't leave, he made her feel worthless, he made her feel like he was the only thing that loved her when he clearly didn't. He started hitting her and then it got the point where my mom just tuned out of everything. She never payed attention to me or anyone for that matter. My dad started hitting me. It got so bad that I couldn't even go to school. When I was 16 I finally stood up for my mom and myself. I got into a really bad fight with him. I dont exacly remember what happened because I got so angry. I had put up with enough of his shit. I ran away after that. I got a job and made some money I got a plane ticket and flew to London, I searched everywhere for my aunt, after my mom tuned everyone out, everyone just, well left. I found her after about a month and I started living with her, I told her about the whole thing and explained it and she said we should get me tested for any kind of anger problem, anything really along those lines. We found out that I have slight anger issues and im Bi-polar. Im sorry for putting you through all that shit. really Summer I am. I just can't believe the way I treated you before and today. It was exactly like how my dad treated my mom. I can't turn into him. Hes a sick person. Im not him" He finished. I was shocked. I never expected Harry to share that much with me. I turned to face him.

"Your right" I said. 

"What?" He asked confused.

"Your right, you aren't him. You just can't control when you body gets mad. I understand" I said looking him in the eyes. He smiled his cute smile and started to lean in. I wasn't sure if I should aswell because of what happened earlier but I decided that maybe one kiss couldn't hurt. I leaned in and our lips met. Everytime I kiss him the butterflies and fireworks keep getting worse. I wonder if he felt them to? I pulled away and smiled at him. 

"Please give me one more chance" Harry said. Should I give him another chance? I mean he really hurt me today, what if it happens again? Ugh stop overthinking everything. I nodded with a smile then kissed him again. I turned back around so my back was touching his chest. Harry started to play with my hair. I found my eyes getting heavier and heavier. I couldn't keep them open anymore. I let sleep over take me. 

~Harrys P.O.V~

Shes so beautiful. Everytime we kiss, I get butterflies. I've only told one person about my parents. I dont wanna be like my lame excuse of a father. I want to be the best I can be all for her. Why can't I ever get her out of my head. I dont know maybe because you've loved her for a year now. great now im talking to myself. I starting singing a song I wrote. 

"Now you were standing there right in front of me

I hold on, it's getting harder to breathe

All of a sudden these lights are blinding me

I never noticed how bright they would be

I saw in the corner there is a photograph

No doubt in my mind it's a picture of you

It lies there alone in its bed of broken glass

This bed was never made for two

I'll keep my eyes wide open

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