Titanium (Ashton Irwin Love Story)

again and again

God, I missed those and it's not even 24 hours ago since the last time I kissed him.

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"Ashton, we still need to finish that project." I smile while he kisses my neck.
"That can wait." He mumbles.
"Ashton, I'm serious."
"Me too."
"Just stop so we can finish the project."
"Make me."
"We don't have time for this!"
"We have plenty of time."
"Ashton, I'm sure that Madison will come. She doesn't trust me you know."
"Oh believe me, I know. But I don't care about Madison."
"Ashton, if she sees us like this, she'll make my life a living hell."
I hear him sigh and he gets off me.
"You're right." He kisses me one more time and then turns is face to the door.
I sit up and look and him while he looks back a me.
"But she isn't here now." He smirks before jumping on me again.
I try to push him off me; he's way too strong. I sigh and give up. I go with my hands through his hair and lace them behind his neck. I push my lips on his and I feel him smirk; he won.
He just want to lift up my shirt when the door flies open. We jump off each other and look at the person who came through the door...

I hold my breath while I look at Ashton. He definitely didn't expect this. Madison.
"Told ya" I whisper to him.

She gives me a death stare and then turns around and walks away.
"Oh god oh god oh god." I say softly.
"Maybe it's better when you go." He says while he gives me my stuff.
"What? But the project?..." I point at the computer.
"We have the whole week for that stupid thing! Just go!" He runs out of his room and I hear him scream.
"Madison! Madison, come back! It's not what you think!"
I just stand there totally frozen. He lied to me? He didn't fell for me at all, he just wanted to get in my pants....

I slowly walk out of his house and walk to mine. It's far, but I don't care. At least I have time to think now. It was stupid to think that he fell for me. Why would he fall for me anyways? I mean, I'm not hot, that's for sure. I'm not popular or have a lot of friends. Yeah, I'm rich and get good grades, but that was it.

When I'm home I walk straight to my room. I lay on my bed for hours until I finally fall asleep.

~The next morning~

I wake up with an sick feeling. I'm not ready for school today. I don't wanna face Ashton or Madison. I sigh and stand up. I walk downstairs and tell my mum I feel sick. Happily, she doesn't bother asking what's wrong and just calls the school to say that I won't come.
I walk to my bed again and lay there for about 2 hours.

My mum left and I hear my phone buzzing. I sigh and grab my phone. I see that I got a message from Ashley and decide to read it.

Ashley: Sierra, where are you? Are you okay? How went yesterday? Tell me everything!! You're not going to believe what Madison did...
Me: I'm home. I'm feeling sick. Yesterday began great but ended awful. And what did Madison?
Ashley: What about yesterday? I said tell me everything!
Me: I asked him why he acted that way and he said he fell for me, just like you predicted. Then we started kissing and suddenly Madison came in and saw us. She didn't say anything but turned around and walked away. Then Ashton said that I needed to leave and he ran after Madison.
Ashley: Well that clears some things up....
Me: What?

She sends me a picture. It's a paper with a picture of me on it and I can see it's hanging on a hall in the school with text under it:
'WATCH OUT! BOYFRIEND-STEALING WHORE.'

Ashley: it's hanging through the whole school.... Like on almost every wall...
Me: Great. Well, I guess that's my price for kissing Ashton.
Ashley: Sierra, it's just a bitch. Don't let her get you down okay?
Me: I won't. I gotta go.
Ashley: Okay.... Bye :).
Me: Bye Ash.

I throw my phone away and begin to cry. I really thought he had feelings for me. I feel so stupid right now. I wonder if Ashton said anything about it... No. No, No, No. I'm not going to text him.
Then my phone buzzes again and I look on the screen. It's an unknown.

Unknown: Hey, are you okay? You aren't on school and there pictures of you on the walls with 'Boyfriend stealing whore' on it.
Me: who are you?
Unknown: oh I'm sorry. I'm Michael, you know, the guys that cheered you up yesterday?
Me: I'm sorry Michael. I didn't have your number so I didn't regonize you. But to be honest, I'm doing awful.
Michael: Yeah, Madison told us everything in break.... I don't think it's true, but Ashton doesn't say a word to defend you. Why is he acting that way?
Me: I dunno Michael. I wish I knew... Ashton is a very complicated person. First he doesn't care about anyone but me and then he's sending me home and running after Madison. I don't know what to think about it anymore...
Michael: then don't. Just focus on your friends and the people who do care about you.
Me: Do you care about me?
MIchael: I barely know you, but you seem a very nice person to me. I don't know what's stopping Ashton from being your boyfriend, but if he doesn't do something quick, he might be too late...
Me: Why do you think that?
Michael: Well, I don't know if you know him, but his name is Luke. He's watching you, a lot... he's also in the band.
Me: Oh yeah, Ashton told me about him...