Sickness Of Transformation

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Raven jolted on the table, the coldness of the metal instantly spread across her back. Only seconds later she felt warm hands on her body, to her relief they weren't freezing cold. She saw Abby's face appear in front of her, a smile was stretched across her face. Raven's eyesight was a bit blurry and her hearing was bit muffled.

But then everything came into focus, she saw lighter specks of brown in Abby's eyes she never saw before. Different smaller cuts she never saw, one that ran under her lip. A massive head ache spread across her forehead, it felt like her head was about to split open. Her hands pressed against her forehead while she shook her head in agony. 

"Raven. Raven, what's wrong?" asked Abby, but Raven couldn't hear. It was all muffled, it sounded like someone forcefully covered Abby's mouth with their hands and forced her to speak as loud as she can. Even though no one could hear her. 

Then just like her eyesight, her hearing seemed to focus and hone on everything. To the little finger tapping that came from behind her, even though to others it was quiet, nearly silent. But to Raven it was loud and it banged in her skull. An even bigger head ache spread down her head, she shook her head even more violently and a scream of pain escaped her mouth. 

"Raven. What's wrong, where's the pain" said Abby, but her voice felt like it was shattering her skull into even smaller pieces 

"Everything. Is- So. Loud!" shouted Raven

"Be quiet!" snapped Abby to a group of people behind Raven. 

Another painful scream escaped Raven's mouth, while she shut her eyes and covered her ears with her hands 

"Oh, oh. I'm sorry Raven" whispered Abby 

Raven heard a painful door slam behind her, and loud footsteps coming even closer to her. 

"Stop being so loud" hissed Abby 

"Is she okay?" asked a familiar voice that caused Raven to shiver 

Raven shook her hand towards the door. 

"I don't want her here" croaked Raven. she couldn't look in Clarke's eyes, knowing what she did. All of Clarke's blood on her hands, and the dead look in her eyes. She just couldn't. 

"Raven. Please, I'm worried about you" begged Clarke 

"Get out" croaked Raven as her headache subsided 

"Oh come on Ace. Shouldn't we invite the girl in?" said that same damn monotone voice again

"Just leave me alone!" screamed Raven, "You made me do this! I didn't want that!"

"Fucking calm down. You're making us look like a lunatic" said the voice that only echoed in Raven's head 

"Fuck you! I'm tired of you!" roared Raven as the banging in her ears began to return 

"Ah fuck you too, I've only been here for a couple of days and you're already bitching" replied Raven with the echoey sounds following 

Abby was holding Raven down while shooing Clarke away and shooting several motherly glares. 

"Raven.. Raven, calm down. What's wrong, I can only help you when you tell me what's wrong" said Abby with a gentle tone in her voice 

"It keeps on talking.." whispered Raven while her eyes darted around as if she expected the yellow eyed bitch to appear 

"Who. Who keeps on talking?" asked Abby with a concerned look on her face 

"I-I don't know..  But it says its me. But- But I wouldn't do that stuff" said Raven, she shook as memories of Clarke's bloody body moving away from her on the floor in fear, "I'm not a murderer Abby!"