You're Killing Me Inside

chapter 2

Chapter 2 : “Supportive friends”

It's been two or three years pass. Time is totally fast. I miss the way I look at him, the way I watching him every time he performs on the stage with his band. The boy with a Chinito/ Korean look. His not a bad boy or gangster, maybe. Who knows? Even me!  Don’t know a single thing about his personality. I only knew him by person. Confused right? Me too. I know his simple background like, where he lives, who's his family. EVEN CLOSED FRIEND. Well Ms. stop your illusion about that man, he's never coming back to you and never been to you! SO STOP! So why is it still aching on my part? I MUST FORGET HIM, but my STUPID MIND saying YES FORGET THAT IDIOT! but my HEART says NO HE IS EVERYTHING TO YOU!

“A penny for your thought miss?”  That familiar voice said as I looked at her with my miserable look and teary eye as I smile at her.

“You’re late and I’m sure you’re dead to Aishlara” I said still wearing my weakest smile.

“Saw him? I saw you also in that place and calling you but you didn’t even hear me. I know it’s still hard for you to accept the truth but you have to let go” she said.

“Loi? Truth really hurts you know. I never imagined myself like this. And you know what? My STUPID MIND saying YES FORGET THAT IDIOT! But my HEART says NO HE IS EVERYTHING TO YOU! What will I do?” I asked.

“You do what will make you comfortable and if I were you I won’t think of him again. Because I don’t want somebody or someone ignoring my efforts on saying how much I love them.” She said, LOI FUENTABELLA one of my best friend she’s an expertise when it comes to love life. Want to know why? She hates the thing being played and manipulated by someone. AISHLARA CLARKSON she’s a cry-drama brat you can expect her to treat you, you wish that everyone wants. She cares for one person only except to her family and close friend. And it was his ultimate crush John Paul. It’s hard to decide, I know it’s been a years passed but why am I still feeling the same way before, nothing a bit change.

“The both of you where the hell you went to?!?!? Do you know how I worried I was when I didn’t see you there instead I saw that monster with his bitch girlfriend!” she said, now you know who she is?

“Aishlara Clarkson hindi siya tanga para hindi nya mapansin na kasama ng halimaw nayun ang bitch na girlfriend niya kaya siya umalis! And with that I am so sorry for being late to your appointment kasi ang akala ko you were so lunatic about that band and I have no interest on such bands you know, so I went to quantum and saw her watching the jerk and bitch dancing like a paper doll and ran away” mahabang sagot ni loi. That’s her, my partner in crime.

“ahh, why you didn’t tell me immediately? Edi sana may binuburol na! let’s go!” aya niya sa amin

“where” out of nowhere I ask. “onto that jerk and bitch nang may coffee party na sa baryo nila, and I am excited wearing my new black dress na binili pa ng ate ko sa akin” she said while having a devil smile.

“we don’t have one, we go to the dress shop and buy one para may isuot kami ni allysson no!”  she said, it’s a sign na sumasang-ayon siya sa ideya ng babaeng to. And they drag me to the nearest boutique. ARE. THEY.SERIOUS.ABOUT.THIS?? but I am enjoying this scene, seems I am forgetting the pain earlier thanks to them.

“diba dapat hindi black ang susuot natin? Instead much lighter and happier color likes red!” I suggest leaving their mouth open as I came to section of red and lighter color of clothes.

“you are right, we must not mourn their lost! Let’s celebrate their mourning” sabi ni loi. It’s ending happy and nagkaayaan na kaming umuwi dahil naggagabi na. it’s too dark na buti na lang at masipag akong magdrive kanina at I am bringing my car as they bringing their car too.