Okay. My internet boyfriend Adam!
He is trans like me and cute as hell!!!!
He started dating me after I tried to commit suicide. Yeah, you heard me. I took a bunch of pills and didn't tell anyone till Adam messaged me and I told him the truth. He then convinced me to go to the hospital. He had to go to sleep.
So seeking comfort I told one of my USED to be favorite authors. DaggerDarkstar and he told me that I really didn't want to be dead, I would have slit my throat if I really wanted too.
Well, First of all I was crying and my mind was all fucked up. First thing I thought was "Pills, Pills" So I took pills.
Secondly, we don't have razors or knifes that are easy access and I really wanted to die then and not work for it.
Thirdly, You are kinda a fuckin asshole. What if I had actually went home and sliced my throat like you said? Huh? I thought about it. I almost did it but I thought, "fuck him....Karma will be hell and I hope like fuck Karma mentions my name."
So I'm still alive today, and although I thought about killing myself again. I won't because I'm gonna get better. I'm gonna be happier.
Back to Adam.
He's the best and most gorgeous man I have ever met.
He literally cheers me up quickly. He calls me Mr.Cheeto and that's adorable. He's cheesy.... Because he is cheesy.
He lives in a different state (😞😞😞😞😞)
But we are gonna try to meet!
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Me.
RandomThis is my basic Internet diary. It's all about me and you even get to see my journey. I really hope you enjoy. I am a bit edgy and cringy but that's part of my existence. Vote and comment how much you dislike me. ;)
