Well turns out...I'm a shitty writer, I'm a shitty guy, my works don't matter. I'm a piece of shit and I don't matter. I hate everything anymore. All I have left is 2 friends and my boyfriend. I can't stand the life I'm forced to live. Yesterday two of my closest friends who I trusted so much started purposely misgendering me and calling me "her, she, girl" and it.
That hurt. I was made fun of yesterday a lot. I spent most of the day in the office.
Today is mine and Adam's one month anniversary and it hurts more than ever. Cause I'll never be able to hold him. I love him so much and I'll never have him in my arms. I constantly tell people that we've met And done things because it hurts less then explaining my soulmate is someone in a completely different state. Whom I've never done anything with.
I've sunk deeper into my depression and I'm afraid I'm going to kill myself soon.....I hope not because I want to have a future with Adam but I just can't stand myself anymore.
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RandomThis is my basic Internet diary. It's all about me and you even get to see my journey. I really hope you enjoy. I am a bit edgy and cringy but that's part of my existence. Vote and comment how much you dislike me. ;)
