Okay First of all.
Why the actual fuck do i love him so much? I can't remember a time when i didn't love him. He's everything to me now and I never want to change that. I've fallen so deeply in love with him and we haven't even seen each other in real life.
I'm sure when we do (if he doesn't immediately run away because of how i look) I know I'll just fall deeper into love with him.
Some people said that me and Adam won't survive lomg cause of the distance because relationships need connection physicallly.
I love him. I don't care if i don't know how his hugs feel, or his touch. I know he has freckles, he has beautiful eyes and the softest giggle and the cutest smile. I know he like baggy clothes and i think he looks amazing in them. He has an amazing taste in music. His touch will only be a memory with all these things. I can wait to feel his hold. I will feel it one day. All i care about now is that we remain in love.
And we will. I'll never lose hope on my sweet baby boy. I love him. I always will. Distance never will change that
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RandomThis is my basic Internet diary. It's all about me and you even get to see my journey. I really hope you enjoy. I am a bit edgy and cringy but that's part of my existence. Vote and comment how much you dislike me. ;)
