I am a FTM transgender. I am also gay. I will never come out to my family because they will never accept me for who I am. I hate myself because I can't control who I am. I hate myself because I am different. I have considered suicide so many times. My grandparents are extreme Christians and they hate the fact I support Lgbt. They would hate me if they found out. My dad is convinced that those "fags" are abominations and them "trannies" are disgusting. If I told him what I am he would kill me. My mom doesn't like the fact of my supporting Lgbt........She would hate the fact I am a member.
I have two sister siblings that already hate me. This will give them better reason and then everyone will agree. My school is full if people who hate differences. I got bullied for wearing Dollar General clothes. They would hurt me worse if I came out. I have no one to turn to. No one. Even the mirror hates me.............. No one knows how much I hate myself.
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RandomThis is my basic Internet diary. It's all about me and you even get to see my journey. I really hope you enjoy. I am a bit edgy and cringy but that's part of my existence. Vote and comment how much you dislike me. ;)
