Ella POV
When we all go home I went up to my room and noticed I didn't say thank you to Ann (is it Ann or Anna?) I went back downstairs and said a quite thank you before running up to my room. I sat on my bed and scrolled through my social medias I didn't follow people at school but fan accounts is what I followed I sat there for what felt like days but it was only hours when it reached midnight I got up and went to check to see if everyone was asleep and thank the heavens everyone was asleep I went to go take a shower I set out my clothes for after and went into the bathroom. I turned on the tap and let it heat up I rid myself of my clothes and went into the shower I let the water run over me then I just sat there thinking, thinking about everything in my life I sat there for awhile until I hear a cough. I jumped a bit then I heard Ashton voice. "You know love if you just sit there and think your problems won't go away" he's serious he only calls me pet names when he's serious or knows somethings up. "Come on wash up and let's talk" he says I signal for him to leave and he does I wash my hair and body then get out and dry off and head to my room to change into my clothes. I just leave my hair the way it is and see Ashton walk throw my door. "So why haven't you been talking to your old pal Ashton hmm?" He says while jumping on the bed to lay down "Come on Ella come lay next to your friend and chat with me" I give up and just go lay next to him. He does his little Ashton thing I let everything out I tell him why I haven't been talking why I was in the shower for hours and just how I'm fucked in the brain by demons. I cry for a while and Ashton is just holding me telling me it will be okay he's playing with my hair to so I start to relax I relax till sleep takes over me and I'm in a deep sleep.
A/N: so um if these are short it's cuz I'm updating on my phone and I'm sorry but is this good?
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Love is trust
FanfictionElla is a 17 year old girl who has secrets no one knows but her best friend ashton who is 3 years older then her. Ella has dealt with self harm, depression and abuse verbal and physical from her dad who's an alcoholic and her mom just doesn't care...