"Ella get the fuck up it's Monday you have fucking school!" I hear my mum yell from downstairs as my alarm is going off. I just take my pillow and but it over my head trying to block out the sound of my mums voice and my alarm . After 10 minutes I finally get up I grab a pair of black jeans, a purple maroon belly shirt, my maroon dr.martins and my jean jacket and lay it out in my bed. As I go to get into the shower I get a text from my best friend Ashton asking me if I need a ride to school today because I woke up late like normal. But I don't answer till I get out of the shower. I FaceTime Ashton as I did my makeup and asked him stupid question the same question I ask him everyday. Like black pencil eyeliner or black liquid eyeliner and other stupid stuff. As I go and put on my shoes the door bell rang I knew it was Ashton because I was still on FaceTime with him, I told him the door was open and he did what he normally does for me, he gets my lunch out of the fridge (but he knows I won't eat it) gets my backpack, sunglasses, my portable charger, my headphones, and my laptop. Because I have study hall today for my first class of the day and I have nothing to do. After I finished with everything I grabbed my phone and walked out to Ashton's car without saying anything to my mum. As we exited my drive way I could see my dads car coming down the street I knew he was coming home drunk because he left Friday and just got back. "Here we go again." I mumbled but I knew Ashton heard me because he said I'm sorry and I know he meant it. The rest of the ride was silent. I got to school just as the bell rang. I walked into class as my homeroom teacher was taking attendance. As I walked through the door all I heard was "You are late Miss Carter why?" I just looked at her and took my seat in the back of the class all by myself like usual. As soon as the first period bell rang I went to study hall and sat all by myself like normal. I took out my laptop and started typing a story I'm writing, because it's my escape from the world. I get a text from my friend Lynn who doesn't live near me or go to the same school as me so I'm alone till lunch. I meet Ashton for lunch everyday so I'm not alone with all of the kids and teachers that hate me . People think we date but we are only friends. Best friends and he cares about what I do and he cares about me.
LUNCH
As lunch rolls around I text Ashton to let him know to meet me in the parking lot like usual. I get out to the parking lot to see Ashton sitting in his car waiting for me. As I take my seat in his car he looks at me and asked me where my lunch was and I mumbled in my locker like usual. "Like usual Ashton you know I don't eat it makes me feel sick."Ashton looked at me and handed me a container with some kind of chicken that his mom made and said firmly "You are not leavening until you eat at least 3 bits." I just look at him and give him the puppy eye. "Ella you know they don't work on me when it comes to you eating food so just eat something please." he says. I finally give up and take 3 bits so I can stop. As the bell rings I make my way back to my last 2 classes till the days over and when that final bell rings I get up and leave to see a happy ashton waiting for me so I can go back home and not think about today. And hopefully my dad is not there.---------------------------------------------- so this is the first chapter I don't want to edit it but at sometime I will. This is just a one take deal and I just want to write and post so I think for This one I will and I will end up at sometime edit it and fix things and I already know my friend will kill me for every mistake I made but I'm sorry I just wanted to write it and put it up because I don't know why but I came up with a lot of these ideas when I'm in school and listening to music .so I hope you like it and I will make sure I put a picture of Ella in the next chapter .
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Love is trust
Hayran KurguElla is a 17 year old girl who has secrets no one knows but her best friend ashton who is 3 years older then her. Ella has dealt with self harm, depression and abuse verbal and physical from her dad who's an alcoholic and her mom just doesn't care...