Love is trust

I just need to go

AFTER SCHOOL
My mom is not home so isn't my dad . I get home and decide to take a nap or at least try too but I can't because I keep getting the felling something bad is going to happen but I just try and go to sleep and I do. I'm awoken by glass breaking and screaming from my parents I start crying into my knees because I know I can't take it so I go and call ashton telling him I need to talk to him and get out of my house but to meet me at the top of my street and I'll be there in 5 seconds. I get up off of my bed go to my closet and grab my hoodie out of my closest and my headphones off of my bed . I open my bedroom window and claim out as soon as I hit the ground I start running to the top of the street and saw ashton car as soon as I get there. I jumped in and he asked me what happened and asked why I was crying . "I was sleeping and my mum and dad got in to another fight and I know I was next and I just can't ashton I can't stay there anymore ." I say as a sobbed into my knees. "Where do you want to go ?"Ashton asks . "To your house I don't want to go anywhere else" .I say. we arrive at ashton house and I say my hellos to his mum , brother and his sister and we go up to his room like normal I take off my hoodie and throw it on his bed and take off my boots and but them next to the doors go over to his bed and just sit down as I know the question where coming as soon as I sit down ashton asks me "what happened?" "Did anything happen to me? "And as soon as I start to tell him the whole story I start crying . "ashton I'm worthless life is to hard I haven't cut for 2 days but it's to hard i want to so badly .I can't take life anymore .I get told every single day that I don't deserve to be here by my dad and I'm a mistake from my mom and from everyone at school . I'm broken and nobody wants me why are you even my friend still .I just need to leave this earth " . As those word exit my mouth I'm pulled into a huge bear hug from ashton . "No you can't leave me Ella I don't think you're worthless and you aren't. People are mean and don't listen to them .Their jealous that your friends with me that's why they are mean to you. I know it's hard just calm down " ashton says trying to calm me done. I don't know how long I stayed sitting in that hug from ashton but I know I ended up falling asleep. ---------------------------------------------- so that is Ella who also is Rosie from a chat in homeroom I just love the way she looks she so pretty and I really like her hair .