Falling for a Gallagher

Love me for me

"Ian get out of bed, please" mickey says.

I stay quiet, feeling the burning of my tear stained face.

"Come on Ian, don't do this" he says.

"Do what exactly, I'm tired of everyone worrying about me" I say.

"Ian I love you of course I'm worried, I don't like seeing you like this" he says.

"Seeing me like what?"

"Broken" he says.

"I'm not broken, I'm just tired ok" I say.

"Ian....."

"No just leave me alone ok" I say.

I could hear him slightly crying before I hear the door slam.
God I am broken, I am not going to let the others know though. Why did I have to be the only one that got this fucking disease from my mom.
I feel shitty, then I'm happy, then I'm mad, god dammit I'm tired of it all.
I sit there crying, feeling sorry for myself. God I'm so pathetic and stupid.
Maybe I should go to therapy, get medicine. But I'm to fucking stubborn to let myself.
I finally get up, I wipe my face as I walk out of the door. I head downstairs, mickey is sitting at the kitchen table.

"Mickey."

"Ian, are you ok" he says. He comes over to me, our faces inches apart.

"I need help" I say. I start to tear up.

Mickey grabs ahold of me into a tight embrace. He rubs the back of my head. I feel loved.

"Then we will get you help" he says.

"Just promise me something."

"What's that?" He asked.

"Just love me for me" I say.

"Always" he says.

I kiss him and we started to makeout.
Then we headed upstairs to my room to get somewhat more privacy.
I started to kiss mickey's neck biting down every once in a while, licking it to soothe over the tiny pinch.
He starts kissing me again as I sit on his lap, locking my legs around his waist. Grinding our bodies together, I hear mickey moan.
I instantly turn him over, he pulls down his pants. I do the same, slipping into him slowly. I moan as I thrust into him faster.
I stop when I heard someone yelling.

"Mickey you here" Mandy yells.

We hurry and pull our pants back up and we went downstairs. Mandy was in the kitchen, her eyes were puffy.

"You know I live here, right" he says.

"Yeah but something happened" he says.

"What happened mandy, just tell me" mickey says.

"Terry killed mom."

"What, how" we both say.

"They were fighting and he beat her. He kept beating her until she was gone" Mandy says tears again in her eyes.

"Oh my god" mickey says. "He's going to die."

"Mickey, calm down" I say.

"Your mom didn't die ian, I can't calm down my dad just killed my mother" he screams.

"Shhh, I know just calm down ok" I say.

I pull him into an embrace. He digs his head into my neck, tears falling down his cheeks. I rubbed circles on his back, slowly calming him down.

"It will be ok mick, I'm here for you" I say.

Mickey might have not shown he loved his mom but he did.

"I'm always going to be here for you" I say.

I was crying now too, feeling sympathy for my boyfriend. Holding him to make him feel better.

I wasn't going to let him go through this on his own.