Love Of Pain And darkness

CHAPTER 14( MISUNDERSTANDING & REGRET)

Dylan's pov

On tuesday night i went to the mall of Africa with my sister lizz. We were showing pictures of laura to people to inform us if they had seen her.

Im so worried about her. I wonder if she's still alive,i wonder where she is,i wonder if she's happy or sad.

Each day after spending most of my day looking her,i come home with my head bowed down. Mom tries to calm me and tells me that i will find her one day. I am gone so skinny because i dont eat well. I failed my history exam because in my study time i was looking for her.

I will give up,i will find her no matter where she is. That witch of hers gave up looking for her and remarried some black guy. I want to punch her so hard when she swore laura in front of me,but i didnt. I wasnt taught to disrespect and ruined my family's repution.

I have huge eye bags under my eyes. I spend my days looking for her and nights crying for her. Why did she leave me? What did i do wrong?

I miss her way too much. I lost my sweetheart,but it feels like i lost everything. I swear if i dont find her i will punish myself for not looking after her.

I sat by my window staring at the trees as tears fall explode from my eyes. Trees are just like human beings. When new leaves are born they become older and older and when they reach they full stage they fall and die giving space for new ones.

I didnt even tell laura that i loved her. She cant leave me. No laura you have to come back!

Aila's pov

Laura is no where to be found. Who cares,she can go die. Im married to a black man and i have 4 beautiful children,but none are white like laura.

I have a daughter called marry. I love her so much but she disobeys me. I dont like beating her because if she gets bruises then no men would want her.

I used to beat laura because i didnt want her to attract men. I do admit she was a beautiful lady with fair skin and emerald green eyes. She was the most beautiful thing i had ever seen.

Sometimes i do miss her. I loved the way she obeyed my rules like a little girl,but i used to get dangerously angry when she argued with me.

I wonder if i will ever get to see her again.

Right now im desiring for a mint drink with lemon.

"Marry,can you please make me a glass of mint and lemon drink? Im thirsty" i asked my daughter who is 14.

"Mom cant you see im painting my nails. Im not your servant mom,but daughter." She said causing my hands to turn into fists.

I went to het and threw her nail polish out of the window. "Mom,what are you doing?!" She yelled.

"Dont you dare speak to me like that! Now get out of here and make me a drink!" I yelled at her.

"No,i will not do it! Im going to my friends house. Make it yourself. And dont forget to check the dictionary and find out the meaning of a daughter and a servant!" She yelled back slammering the door shut.

I collapsed to the ground and started crying. "I miss you laura. Come back to mummy." I whispered while wiping my tears.

Laura was an obiediant child. She never asked me to buy for her something. She always helped me with the chores ,made dinner when i was tired and massajed my head whenever i had a headache.

I remember  when laura was 15 that day when i came back from work i had a unbearable headache. I asked laura for a panado and she said "no mom my hands are enough for you. So much medicine is not good for you."

It pains to remember what i had done to her. It pains a lot. I wish i had just one oppunity to apologize to her. I hope she forgives me.

Come back my child,mom is missing you.