Girl meets world/the fosters crossover a new life

Nightmares of broken dreams wishes and fear

Maya's pov
I see my mom and her loser boyfriend beating me with his vodka bottle as the vision became clearer and clearer at the thought of it he would say your as screwed up piece of shit and that I'm as worthless as a bottle is when it's empty as he just smacked it at me until I bleed while mom just stood there watching her loser deadbeat boyfriend beat me up and in the middle of the night when my mom was in a mood after long shifts she would beat me and smack me and tell me how worthless I am and how I ruined her life and how I should end my life and her loser boyfriend would add in no wonder why your dad left you for another family your a worthless screw up you don't deserve love from anybody you deserve to be alone dead on streets I don't care what happens to you it's his fault your mom got knocked up to such a mistake of a daughter I won't be surprised if you come out like him a dirty little whore which cut like a knife at the thought of it this is a nightmare I must be dreaming get up it felt so real I say in my mind as I dreamt of another dream

I thought about my wish a wish I truly wanted a family who loved me and wanted me I wanted to know what it felt like to be loved and feel safe as the fosters appear all smiles as Stef and Lena and her kids appear at the table enjoying a dinner with all laughs around and you start to think you could have that as another vision comes through your dream the fosters pop up at you all angry that you enter their lives

"I can't believe I thought I wanted you you screw up our family was better before you enter our lives" Brandon says which stabs me in the heart

"Your a disappointment no wonder why your dad left he didn't want to put up with you and I don't either your getting out of this house" Stef says  as I couldn't hold back the tears anymore as I gave a look of disappointment

"What you thought we actually cared for you and loved you and wanted you apart of our family your nothing but a screw up your probably exactly like him just like your father and spitting image of him no wonder why your mom beats you I would 2 if I had a daughter as weak and pathetic like you a failure waiting to happen" Lena says as I just couldn't stop the tears from falling her statement hurt like hell

As they all laughed in my face

After another horrible nightmare I thought about fear at the thought of fear I thought about what it would be like to see my friends as a image of me and Riley holding hands appear but then the happy image turns into a nightmare I see Riley yelling in my face

"I can't believe I was ever friends with a pathetic loser like you a cry baby oh I have a bad life cry me a river and you know what you didn't just leave your awful life behind you left me behind with it I hate you" Riley screams right in my face which made me cry harder than I ever before nobody wants me as I felt shake me as I screamed as I woke up I felt like I couldn't breathe

Stefs pov
As I felt maya having trouble breathing I stepped into action I wrap her into my arms as Lena went to get some water

"Deep breathes sweetheart it's ok your safe it was just a dream where here breathe in and out that's it good girl" Stef signed in relief as she started to breathe in a normal pace

As Lena came back with some water telling the girl to drink some as the girl nodded her head in a thank you as the girl started to realize I was holding her she started to push me away

"Honey it's ok your safe you don't have to be afraid here in this house" I said in such a loving tone

"I'm sorry for waking you up please don't hurt me" the girl said in such a broken tone as tears fell from the girls eyes

What the girl said broke my heart to think she suffered that kind of abuse

"Where not going to hurt you sweetheart I know you had it pretty bad living in that environment but everything is going to be okay here I know it's scary moving into a new home and trusting after suffering that kind of abuse but I would never lay a hand on a child were going to protect you from ever getting hurt again" Stef said in a soothing calm voice

"You had some pretty bad nightmares wanna talk about them" Lena said in such a loving and compassion tone as the girl shot Lena a look of uncertain in her eyes

"Please sweetheart you'll feel better when you do then keep it bottled up inside" Lena said continuing her last statement practically begging

"I meant what I said sweetie I'm going to protect you that no one could ever hurt you again" Stef said in such hope and compassion hoping the girl would open up what the girl said shocked us

"You can't protect me from pain and hurt because I already have tons of scars cuts and bruises that can't be fixed you may know somethings about how it was living with my mother but you don't know how bad it was and all the damage has been done" maya said in a angry nasty voice stating the facts

"That may be true but we can try try to heal you from all the suffering and show you how it feels to be loved and we may not know all the details about your life but we would like to hear it" Lena said in such a calm loving voice already falling in love with the broken girl

Maya's pov
I thought about if I should just open up and tell them about how I'm feeling and how much pain I've actually been through they'll probably be here until I spill so I decide to just tell them tell them everything

"I had a few nightmares one with my mom and my loser boyfriend beating me with broken vodka bottles telling me I'm worthless just like an empty bottle telling me I'm the reason I ruined my moms life and how my father ruined her life by getting her knocked up and that I'm probably just like him a whore" I said couldn't stop the tears from falling

As they both grabbed my hands but this time I didn't pull away I didn't care at the moment I'm spilling what's been bottled up inside for so long

"Then I had another dream with you guys telling me you never wanted me that im a mistake that's why my mother abused me and that's why my father left and that you never loved me" I cried uncontrollably I didn't care that I was crying in front of them

"And in my last dream i was with my friend Riley the girl I left behind to come here she was telling me how she regret being friends with someone as pathetic and a cry baby like me like you have a horrible family life cry me a river and she said I didn't just leave my horrible family life behind but I left her too I felt like nobody wants me" I cried and cried which felt like hours as the tears wouldn't stop falling from my eyes"

At that moment Stef and Lena wanted to bring the girl into their arms as they both put the girl into a hug I flinched at the sudden touch but I didn't do anything I let them hug but what surprised me I actually started to hug back

"We love you so much and we want you here with us and will do anything to make sure you feel safe we want to provide you a life you never had" Stef and Lena said in such a soft loving caring compassion tone

Maybe they aren't so bad and that I could true them maybe theirs hope after all