Alpha female

Alpha female. Captured.

One of them entered the small room id been placed in, even with my eyes closed it felt small, cozy, but suffocating. Keeping my breathing even I listened to the shuffling around the room "has she woken" that 'Alpha' sneered I could feel him staring at me it sickened me, it sickened me to think that he was in the same room as me, breathing the same air, occupying the same space, the fact he was just breathing was an insult in itself. "She hasnt moved" James whispered to him I felt his small frame shaking next to me refusing to move and wrap the little bundle in my arms caused me so much agony im surprised they didnt notice my jaw clench in frustration, "youre doing well James, once she is mine to have and hold you will be here forever to live as a normal wolf" a stone dropped in my stomach, not because he wanted me as his (which did make me want to vomit) but at James only being here forever if I was his to have and hold. What have they done to him...And what are they going to do to him...

 

Jeremys POV:

**We've lost her, her scent it just it ends** my head was in turmoil spinning and flipping. FOCUS.

**Take the women back to our house, let them clean and take them back to their territory, as soon as possible** the authority in my voice caused every ones face to flash with alarm before they followed their orders and began to lead the women to our house. I stayed by the tree line everything sinking in. Reds gone. Her scent lost. Rouges have her. My voice is altering to become Alpha. Shes gone...

"Jeremy" Blake whispered to me, his eyes looking as raw as mine felt "we'll find her. Me and you, we're here to protect her, we'll find her" he nodded at his own words trying to  make himself believe the lies he spewed forward, changing back to human I planted myself on the floor staring at that house

"You dont get it." I sighed sick of lying to myself, to everyone "when she was young her father told her she was special, a miracle, but that was also a curse. He told her that she wouldn't have a real mate, she wouldn't have a fated one like everyone else did. Ive known Red since we were born and id always considered her one of the boys, everyone did, but when he told her that...I...I saw it, I saw that beautiful white wedding that amazing dress she'd dreamed of, the man waiting for her at the alter with a wolfish grin on his face I saw it, I saw it all fade." I shook my head remembering the first time I seen those clear icy tears slip from her perfect beautiful eyes "she deserved so much better than to be alone, she still deserves more. I sat with her that day, the first time I seen her cry was that day, it was like someone had destroyed her entire life, she changed after that" sighing I hung my head remembering who she used to be 

"What do you mean she changed" Blake had sat next to me looking at me like I was some kind of God

"Now Red wears makes up, skinny jeans, she cares about how she looks, cares how people see her, she never used to. She wore baggy jeans, oversized tops, her hair was a tangle of knots and loops with leaves and branches trapped in it. She had cuts scraps and bruises from play fights and climbing trees, and even with all that I still thought she was the most beautiful creature in the entire world"

"WHAT!" Blake bolted upright nearly jumping from his sitting position

"Yeah, I believe shes beautiful, did you really think you're the only one who could find her attractive! You've been here, what, 5minutes and you think that all of a sudden no one else will even see her." Another long deep breath as I tried not to get stuck in my own past "the day he told her, you want to know what she heard, she heard that she'd never be a wife, that she has no future, she heard that she'd never be a mother, and that she'd never have cubs of her own. I held her when she cried, when she whispered that she'd never get to have a family. You want to know what I told her, I told her that id be hers, for as long as she wanted me we were just kids when I said that, but I meant every word of it. I've loved her since we were children climbing trees, I told her Id wait for her, forever, but she said no because she was doomed to live and die alone her family was to end with her but my family we'd go from being seconds to Alphas she said that my children could be anything they could rule a pack they could survive and our pack could still be great, she said I could have a wife, a family and be happy" tears streamed down my face in a river "she said that she loved me too much to take away the happiness she will never feel" hanging my head I wiped my eyes, wiping crusted dirt from my face

Confessing my love for Redd to her mate, smart move.

 

**********Not very long but its something, sorry guys been really busy, hope you haven't given up on this story yet :)*******************