A/N: HEYY GUYS! I JUST FINISHED WRITING CHAPTER 30. I DON'T EVEN REMEMBER WHAT IS HAPPENING IN THESE CHAPTER. LOL. ANYWAYS. HOPE YOU LIKE THIS CHAPTER AND IF YOU DO, DON'T FORGET TO COMMENT AND VOTE! xxx
Selena
"So what do you say Sel? Will you make me the happiest man alive?" Daniel asks.
I don't know exactly what came over me at that point but I put on a fake smile and say,"Yes, I will"
Daniel's smile gets even bigger and he gets up and places the ring on my finger. He cups my face in his hands and kisses me on the lips briefly,"I love you so much!"
"I love you too" I say.
"Now come on let's eat these desserts before the chocolate starts melting." Daniels says pulling me over to the table.
The Next Morning
I woke up at around 6 am today, I couldn't sleep. Daniel was fast asleep beside me. For an entire hour I just kept staring at the giant rock on my right hand. Do I really want this? Why do I feel so unsure? Isn't this suppose to be like one of the happiest moments of my life? Being engaged? Why do I feel like I made the wrong decision saying yes? I need someone to tell me that I'm not making a horrible mistake.
At that very moment an arm wraps around my waist, I turn my head to see Daniel smiling at me. He notices that I was looking at the ring,"I hope you like the ring?"
I smile,"I do. It's beautiful" it really is.
"How come you're up so early babe?" Daniel asked concerned.
"Oh nothing, just couldn't sleep" I say with a nervous chuckle.
"Let me make you some breakfast!" Daniel says smiling.
"Actually, I have breakfast plans with Nina. I'm sorry, I forgot to tell you!"
Daniel smiles at me,"Hey it's alright. Let me quickly change so I can drop you back to your place and then we can have breakfast tomorrow?"
I smile,"That'd be really nice"
Daniel gets out of the bed and walks into the bathroom. He comes out a few minutes later in a white shirt and blue jeans. He grabs the car keys from the coffee table and gestures for me to follow him.
The car ride was pretty silent, music was slightly playing in the background. Daniel's left hand was placed on my knee.
"I feel bad for waking you up so early" I say.
Daniel gives me a smile,"Don't be. I can go back to sleep later. You and Nina don't see each other so often anymore so you can't miss this"
I smile at him and mentally slap myself in the face. What on earth is wrong with me? I have the most caring, considerate gentlemen who is my fiancé and I'm actually regretting saying yes?
We reach my apartment building and I get out of the car. I lean in to give Daniel a kiss,"I'll call you" I smile.
Daniel smiles at me,"Okay. I'll be waiting. I love you fiancée"
"I love you too" I put up a fake smile this time. Can he not use that word? I wave to Daniel as he drives away and walk upstairs to my apartment.
I take a shower and put on a pair of skinny jeans with a nice causal oversize t-shirt. I grab my phone and car keys from the table and head out the door. It was 8:36 when I reached Nina and Josh's house.
Okay I lied to Daniel, I didn't have plans with Nina. I just needed an excuse to get away but I did want to see Nina so here I am. I'm probably going to ruin her entire Saturday walking her up at 8 am but what are best friends for?
I knock on the door and five minutes later Nina opens the door in her pajamas and her hair in a messy bun. She looks at me and furrows her eyebrows,"Sel? What are you doing here? Is everything alright?"
"Hmm, yes and no. Can I come in?" I ask. She moves aside and lets me in.
"What's up?" She asks taking a seat on the couch while I'm still standing by the door. "Where's Josh?" I ask.
"He's out for a run. You just missed him." She says.
I take a seat next to her,"Okay good. I need to tell you something!"
"Yeah?"
I pull out my right hand from my jean pocket and show it to her. Nina gasps as she looks at the ring on my finger. She quickly hugs me and then smiles,"Sel! I'm so happy for you! Congratulations!"
"Thanks?"
"Wait, what's wrong? Why aren't you all excited? Why aren't you jumping and squealing?" Nina asks.
"I don't know. Nina, I think I've made a mistake"
Nina looks at me and places her hand on the top of my hand,"Why do you think that Sel?"
"This morning I woke up really early and was thinking about when you and Josh got engaged. You were so happy and so sure about everything. Why am I the complete opposite? Tell me something when Josh asked you to marry him did you answer him right away?"
"Ofcourse I did. I barely took a second. I love him and I've never been more sure of anything in my life!" Nina smiles.
"Nina, I took 10 minutes to answer him" I say with a guilty look plastered upon my face.
"Aw Sel." Nina pulls me into a hug. "It's alright. I need you to tell me exactly what you're thinking"
"For the past few days I've actually been questioning if I really love Daniel. I don't know what's wrong with me. After four fucking years I'm now getting these doubts. And I'm so scared to admit but last night I think I just said yes because I didn't want to lose him. I don't want to be alone Nina." My now there were tears in my eyes. Nina wraps and arms around my shoulder and I rest my head on her shoulder.
"Hey. It's going to be alright. But Selena if you really think that Daniel isn't the one and if you don't really love him, you can't marry him Sel!"
"He's literally the most perfect guy ever, every girl's dream guy. He's handsome, sweet, a gentlemen everything. What is wrong with me?"
"Sometimes, you don't need a perfect guy Selena. Josh isn't perfect and I love him. I wouldn't want any other guy then him. Love doesn't mean having the perfect partner with you it means having someone you truly love and most of the times their not perfect"
"So what do I do?" I ask.
"Follow your heart Sel, if you really love Daniel then go marry him. Be happy and if you don't, you're soul mate is out there looking for you. And you can't be with Daniel if you don't love him"
"I'm scared Nina. I don't want to lose him, I don't want to be alone."
"It's going to be alright Sel. It's going to be alright" Nina says trying to soothe me.
I hope it is. I don't want to hurt Daniel.
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