Constance pov
I scrapped my doc martens across the concrete as I walked down the roads of California, my left hand holding my anxiety pill aka my cigarette. I make an "o" shaped with my Lips to put the cigarette In between my chapped lips, I puffed on it letting the smoke burn my lungs.
I have work in a few hours so I have to go home and get ready for that.
I walked up the 4 steps of my house and Walked in.
"Mom I'm home" I screamed,
no answer, I dropped my stuff on the floor and walk to the kitchen there was a note on the fridge,
"dear Constance,
I'm going out with my friends after work- love mom.
I huffed but I'm use to it tho, she drinks to make the pain go away.
I walked up the steps thinking about my day. Only one thing popped in my head
"Grayson"
I could feel my cheeks get hit by thinking about him. I hope I can see him again, I just wonder why people gasped when he got that close?!?I took off my nirvana T shirt and replaced it will my green work shirt that has the letters in small print on the right sided boob "Mel's cd shop".
but before I did I put a white long sleeve shirt with the work shirt on top to cover the scars.i grabbed my keys and left.I walked into the store letting the Ac hit me in the face, the first thing I saw was my work mate Berklee
"Berklee" I screamed
he turned around and his face brights up to see me.
"Cons" he screamed back
I ran and jumped in his arms. Berklee use to have a crush on me but I've only saw him as a friend I mean don't get my wrong he's hot and all but my eyes on traced into Grayson even tho we don't talk.
"Okay you too" our boss Edmund said
"Get back to work, cons you help the people find the CDs they want and Berklee you work the register"
"Yes sir" we both say in the "oh Shit" tone.Grayson's pov
I walked out the doors of west Morris high school. I looked around the school while I was walking down the steps, I miss being the guy who has all these friends and hangs out with and goes to the football games. I miss being on the football team and dating the hot girls, now everybody sees me has the monster who did something really wrong.I huffed and my Brian wraps around the girl from this morning, I wonder who she was, I mean why didn't see run away like everybody else did? Why didn't she look scared? I really hope I can see her again.
I pushed those thoughts away and walk home, I heard my favorite cd store is re opening again and I can't wait to go there! I would go there everyday after school and now I can go back.
I walk from school and right on in to Mel's cd store.Constance's pov
"No you shut up!" I laugh with Berklee how we play around. I heard the doors open to the store. I turned around and my legs went stiff and still again.Omg it's him! Omg holy fuck holy shit!! omg I can't walk!! He's looking right at you fucking talk to him it's your job!!
Berklee must have saw I couldn't let anything come out so he said something for me
"Hi! Welcome to Mel's cd store! I'm Berklee and this constance" Berklee said with a smile and worried look on his face.
"Hello, I'm Grayson"
HOLY MOTHER OF GOD HIS VOICE IS SO DEEP AND SEXY AND OMG IM WET RN!! SAY SOMETHING YOU FIDGET!!
Berklee hit me in the elbow to give me a sign to talk oh no I thought" H-I m-yyy name is connnstancc-ee" I stutterd. OMG UR SO STUPID i thought to myself.
He smiled really big, holy fuck!!
"Well hey Constance" he said to me in a smirk.
KILL ME
Grayson pov
I walked into the doors and holy Shit there she was. Her beautiful dark eyes shinny in my eyes was just melting me in some ways.
I guess she was scared to talk to me, I get that a lot so "barklee" talked to me.
"H-I m-yyy name is connnstancc-ee" she strutted AWWW HER STUURE WAS SO CUTE.
She blushed when I smirked at her. I got her hooked.
"So what are you looking for?" She said
We talked about bands and what the best CDs where. God she is amazing, her laugh her personality, the way she walks, the way her dimples showed when she smiled. She was perfect and she loved the same bands has me. this is the girl.
THANK YOU FOR READING CHAPTER 4 xoxo gossip girl - Mikala 😗
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