I woke up the next day, feeling like Shit again, another dreadful school day. I got out of bed and felt the warm fuzzy floor against my toes.
I played my music in the shower, has I got out I dried my hair and got dressed.
I put on a pair of black shorts and high top vans with a long sleeve band tshirt. I straighten my long blonde hair and left for school.
Walking down the steps of my house I heard laughter coming from the kitchen. That was a shocker because my mom is never home and always leaves a note.
I walked in the kitchen and saw her making breakfast with William sitting in a kitchen chair, with a spoon in one hand and a beer in the other
"Hey honey, want some food"?
"No, I'm fine thanks tho" I said giving a weird look to William
"Hey kiddo, have a good day at school, okay" he said mixing his words a little
I just left the house and started walking down the street.
My mom is always trying to have a man in her life. Always trying to replace dad.
Walking down the streets of California, with a cigarette in one hand and the the lighter in the other.
I get to my locker and Pennsylvania cane up to me
"Where's your little boy toy? She asked in a smirk tone."I'm not her boy toy" I heard Grayson say behind Pennsylvania.
"Where not even friends" he said starting to walk away.
Pennsylvania and her friends laugh and walked the other way.
I'm going to ask Grayson what his problem was, I didn't do anything to him.
Around lunch time I was looking for him in the cafeteria, I spotted him sitting alone in a corner on his phone.
I walked over to him and sat down. Everybody stopped what they where doing and looked at us.
"We need to talk" I said in low voice so no one would hear us.
"Why are you sitting here"? He asked In a whisper.
After a minute of talking everybody just continued to do what they where doing.
"What is your problem with me? I did nothing too you"? I asked him dead in the eye
"You like me, that's my problem""Who said I liked you"?
"The first day when we meet, I could see if in your eyes, you couldn't even talk".I didn't say anything, I had no idea on how to answer that.
"Look it's okay that you like me, but I'm not going to let something good get into a bad thing, I don't want you coming in my fucked up life. my life is nothing but a mess and I don't want you in it, you could get seriously hurt."
"I'm not scared to be in your life"
"You will be if you get involved"
"Try me"
Grayson just looked at me, shook his head and got up and left.
I don't understand why he won't let me into his life, i know he said it's dangerous but I'm really to take a risk with him. My life is fucked up too only if he would knew that, maybe we could become a thing. I want him
to get to know me better, he's just too hard for me too get to know him.HEY GUYSSS I'm back☺ I'm trying to get this book more interesting so I'm trying to think of a better plan then the one I already had. My other book I have a lot more plans for it!! I hope you guys like this chapter! I will keep updating this book and the other one too! ☺
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Physco - Grayson Dolan
FanficThis book has a lot of sex, drugs, cuss words, depression and self harming don't read if your sentimental to this types of stuff!