Constance pov
Waking up thinking about last night made me feel uneasy. Yeah I really really like Grayson but I feel like there's something in me that has to fight to be around him.
I feel like there's this suffocation when I'm around him but also there's a lot of butterflies.
I couldn't help but smile because I actually got to finally kiss him and I know his feelings towards me. my feelings are fucked up and I can't really explain it.
I woke up to an empty house again, I walked downstairs to the kitchen to find something to eat when I noticed another note on the refridge.
Dear Constance
I will be back later tomorrow I'm at the beach with my new boy toy. love mom
Of course, hey I'm happy tho because he isn't in my house. Yes I call it my house because I basically pay the bills around here and I keep up with the place, I just need another job other then working at the music store because the bills are pretty expensive.
As I pulled out yogurt for breakfast the door bell rang, I had a confused face because 1 it's 10 in the morning on a Saturday and 2 I don't have any friends so who the hell?
I put my yogurt down and walked over to my door, I looked through the peep hole and saw Grayson.
Oh boy I could get use to this.
I fixed my hair into a better bun and brushed my pjs out and opened the door with a big smile on my face.
"Hey" he said walking in and gave me a hug
"We'll come on In" I said in a sarcastic tone and he chuckled.
"What are you doing" he said plopping on the couch
"eating" I said walking towards the kitchen to pick up my yogurt.
"Come back and watch tv with me" he said with a pouty face.
I smiled and walked towards the couch and sat down 3 inches away from him.
During the movie Grayson laid down on the couch and pulled me on top of him. My eyes widen
"Uhhh what are u doing? " I said in a shaky voice
"Shh it's okay" he said whispering in my ear while he rubbed his hand from my side boob all the way down to my hips and slowly getting there way to my waist.
His hands burned holes all over my body, you could see the smoke coming out of the places he touched.
He slowing moved his hands from my waist and on too my butt and forcefully grasped on top them.
I was starring into his eyes the whole time, all you could see was lust and admire.
He slide up more into the couch and pulled my hips more onto his dick, we were looking into each other souls. It felt like the first day I saw him, I couldn't move at all.
He come closer to my face and kissed me.
We moved into a sync and he forcefully grabbed my cheeks and pushed my lips onto his lip even harder then before.
once we pulled away he kept his hands on my ass too me sure I didn't get off.
I reached over and grabbed my cigarettes and lit them up.
I took one puff and blew out, Grayson took my cig and puffed on it but before he blew out he grabbed the back of my head and kissed me while exhaling the smoke in my mouth.
He tighten his hands around my ass and made them go in a up and down movement so I was grinding on him.
Still kissing me he let out a small moan while I was still grinding on him.
I bite his lip which made him do an even louder moan.
He let go of my ass and just starred at me.
"Hey remember that one time when you first meet me and you couldn't move, why Couldn't you move?" He asked with a confused face.
"I honestly have no idea, I guess you took me by surprise because I've never seen anything more beautiful in my life" I said while moving my hands through his hair
"You think I'm beautiful" he said with a smirk
" I mean didn't I just grind on you?" I said while laughing
He laughed and started to move my hips up and down again.
"Fuck this feels good" I said Grinding on him
He shook his head and smiled while moaning.
I stayed on his lap in the grinding position all day while we slept, watched movies and smoke cigs.
Longer chapter is next more exiting things I just thought for this chapter I would make it simple and dirty for you guys 😌😉
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Physco - Grayson Dolan
FanficThis book has a lot of sex, drugs, cuss words, depression and self harming don't read if your sentimental to this types of stuff!
