Here with me..

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I wish he was here with me. To be by my side. To protect me and make me feel safe. I wish he was here to hold me close to him and tell me everything will be fine. I wish he was here to wipe away my tears. To kiss my sadness away. I remember him saying that, it was sweet.

If he was here, he would tell me there is no reason to cry and ask me to smile. Then he would tell me how adorable my smile is. And i would laugh. Then he would hug me and say sweet things to me.

He would do anything to make me feel better, cause right now it's sort of a dark time. Around August was the time my grandpa died. And October, is when i lost my cat. I can remember the last time i saw her. She was sitting behind the toilet all weekend, not eating or drinking water. Just laying there in pain.

But he, he would say to remember all the good memories. All the happy, fun memories. That's what i love about him, he is always positive and caring. And he keeps me positive, not all the tine but most of the time. And I'm glad to have him. My waffle, my husband  David.

Just have to wait a year. Only a year. I can be patient. I've waited two years so far, one more isn't much. Love is patient, so can i. Our future, i can only hope that nothing bad happens.

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