teachers toy ; jack gilinsky

epiloque

Emily;

5 years have gone by, and all I can do is think of Jack, he always would cross my mind, no matter what I would be doing, he'd be on my mind..what I would give to hear his voice again, and touch him one last time.

He was the love of my life...my first love to be quite honest. I may have not known him for that long when all that was going on, but it doesn't take long for someone to catch feelings if you had that kind of relationship with that person. You would want to actually be with that person, but in my situation, I couldn't have been with him..it was wrong, at the time.

I haven't found anyone new, nobody can fill the void that Jack left. Nobody will ever replace the love I have for him, I honestly will die alone, because I won't want to date anybody. Even though we didn't date, I would consider us dating.

He had promised me that we could be together after he got out of jail, since I would have graduated then, but it's like..he left so quick. I wonder what went through his head for him to go through with something...so permanent like this.

Ever since Devon leaked my secret, we haven't exchanged one word after that. We would look at eachother in the halls, but they would always be glares, not friendly looks.

I actually had thought he was my bestfriend who said he would always be here for me no matter what came between us, but I thought wrong.

jack made me so happy, he made me feel so special, loved and beautiful, like every girl should feel. Now, it's like, I'll never get anyone to make me feel like he did.

I guess..some promises are made to be broken, and some are meant to be kept; but this one, was broken.

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after like a year ish I did an epilogue. I know this story sucked overall and the ending sucked, yeah yeah don't gotta tell me twice. :") but that's okay, because I know my writing has improved and it will continue to improve :-)
I hope everybody reading this is doing well 💞