Dan's POV
"Peej and I kissed!"
No.
No.
No.
NO!
So this is what a shattering heart feels like. It's much more than a sinking feeling in your chest and dread in your mind. My chest immediately twists in pain. Seven turns to me with wide, grey eyes that are now dulling. "Dan-" I cut him off.
"You and Peej what?!" I shriek, clenching my fists. Phil flinches. "We kissed-"
"WHY?!"
Seven shoots up and grabs my hand, looking at me with pleading eyes. "Dan, come on, go to your room and cool off. Please."
The scared and worried look in his eyes is what makes me give in. I sigh, glance at a confused Phil, before letting Seven guide me to my room. When we get there he hugs me right before mumbling, "I'll give you some space." and walking out. He gently closes the door and a few minutes later I hear him talk to Phil.
"Dan's fine, he's you're best friend, he just doesn't want you to get hurt. But don't bother him right now please."
"Oh..okay."
Peej's going to take Phil away. He's not going to let Phil and I take care of Seven together. He's either going to make Seven move in with him, or make Phil move in and leave only me to care for Seven.
That would kill the twelve-year-old. I know he loves both of us, the way he watches us make videos, how he follows our lead, and literally saying he loves us whenever he's waking up, leaving, and going to bed.
Both Seven and I will be devastated if Phil leaves.
And I love Phil. I should've fucking told him sooner. I should've listened to the viewers and told him. I should've dropped more obvious hints.
But I didn't.
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Seven's POV
After both Dan and Phil are in their rooms, I grab a bag of Malteasers (my stack, not Dan's), and lock myself in my room.
-heya
Crystal: SEVEN YOU DONT TEXT US EVERYDAY ANYMORE :(
Jamalyn: maybe he's busy with a new boyfriend ^~^
Javen: no, you are too young for a boyfriend
Hannah: besides you
-HAHA well
-two of my new frens know I live with Dan and Phil and keep flipping the frick out
Hannah: *gasps* HE HAS FRIENDS
-oh does this mean you guys have been my fake friends?? *clutches heart dramatically*
Jamalyn: SAW YOUR BODY LANGUAGE
Crystal: what
Jamalyn: sorry Temporary Fix is playing on shuffle ^<>^ I luv this song
-well that's great. I think I'm gonna go. Something..not good happened and I don't have energy for anything ples don't be offended
Javen: Oh no I'm okay with it ^•^ talk to us if you need to
Crystal: OkaY bYe
Hannah: Bye BuddY hope things get better for chU <3
Jamalyn: bye~bye 😙
-StOP USING EMOJIS OKAY BYE
I turn off my phone and put it on the charger before grabbing my laptop. I open up Twitter and scroll through stuff fans have tweeted me, laughing a little at some of the funny stuff. Lots of people have actually set up fan accounts. I love looking at fan art of me, even if I'm only known because of Dan and Phil.
But I know that there are fans that actually do love me, which is the most amazing thing ever. A certain person catches my eye and out of curiosity, I check out their account.
I really shouldn't have done that. My heart sank as I read the bio.
Welcome to the Seven Howell-Lester hate account! The place that has all the hate Seven deserves.
I tell myself to not read the tweets, but I have to. I have too see what people are saying about me.
Lassie: OMG I totally hate Seven like he is such a burden to Dan and Phil.
Riley: he's a total burden
Meow0-0: his pink and black hair is so ugly and stupid tbh
Raia: he's so fat like oml
Lolli: I bet he begged and threatened Dan and Phil to adopt him
Addie: he's a ugly faggot with spoiled cotton candy for hair and he's most likely a charity case I mean we all know Dan and Phil are straight
Tears prick my eyes and I slam my laptop shut and slide it to the end of the bed. I wipe my eyes but like a fountain, the water just comes back. I let out a quiet sob before curling up with my head on my pillow.
No, I know that Dan and Phil love me, and that I'm not a charity case. But for the fans to think that. Dan and Phil will loser subscribers because of me, and lose money, and lose their jobs.
Because of me.
Clutching the bed sheet, I cry slow and silently until I can't cry anymore.
I'm literally, slowly hurting Dan and Phil's lives.
So is Peej.
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Gay Dads [Adopted By Phan} (Complete!)
FanfictionSeven is a happy kid. He honestly only has two complaints with life, homophobes and having no parents. He's a twelve-year-old fanboy that's spent more time on the Internet than sleeping in his entire life. And he's part of the Phandom.
