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A/N: Guys...I put this chapter up on accident before it was finished! This is the actual chapter. 

Troye stared at himself in the full body mirror, there was a bump for sure. He'd been avoiding Tyler for the past three weeks but he was running out of time. Tyler was getting more and more worried overtime he bailed on Big Brother night. He needed to tell him because there was no way to avoid it anymore.

In five months he was going to be having a baby...and you could see it clearly. He could feel the tears welling up in his eyes.

He was going to have a baby and he was all alone, him and this baby were going to have to figure this all out. Its not he couldn't support them, its more of the physical reality of raising a baby alone. He knew people did it and he was so amazed by those who did. He just never imagined himself being one of those people.

He placed his hands on his stomach, trying to calm his racing heart. He took a deep breath and closed his eyes. He could do this. Suddenly he felt butterflies in his stomach, he pulled his hands away he couldn't tell what was going on, maybe it was gas maybe it was the baby getting uneasy.

He rubbed his own belly "It's all gonna be okay" he said "I promise"

He sighed and as googled information about the baby beginning to move, he did that a lot. He didn't want to be in the dark or have lots of unanswered questions. So he took in into his own hands to get the answers. He liked it better that why because he got a lot of information. He read that after the first initial moment the baby will start to move a lot more and that it was an amazing sign that the baby was healthy, and in all honesty thats all he really cared about.

He found that at around 16 weeks the baby begins to move and it could feel like gas or butterflies. He fit that description perfectly and smiled, maybe they were moving around in there.

He moved quickly back into the routine of getting ready throwing on a pair of jeans (that didn't button) and a baggy t-shirt followed by a jacket he got a the thrift shop. He fixed his curls as best he could and he grabbed the things he needed. He had a radio interview today that shouldn't last too long. He was just doing it because they needed a special guest on the show. It was first time he was going to be on the radio without releasing something, he was just there as a guest. his career was really taking off.

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Tyler: No canceling tonight Sivan

'I'm really not feeling well, I should just stay home'

Tyler: nope, no one else is coming tonight they are all going out...I'll come check on you

'You don't have to do that'

Tyler: I know, but I'm gonna anyway...see you in 30 minutes

Troye sighed and fell back onto the couch. He was gonna have to do it, as much as he wanted to do anything else instead. Maybe if he wore his baggiest clothes Tyler wouldn't even notice, but he also wouldn't be able to move too much or he would notice and he would also have to make sure that Tyler stayed out of the guest bedroom because he started buying things for the baby's room.

It wasn't mush just a few things here and there, a beautiful oak crib and a matching changing table and small dresser was laid out in boxes ready to be put together. It didn't look like much but Tyler would surly ask him what all the boxes were for.

Troye's 'sitting on the couch' idea didn't last long and soon he was pacing the living room. How was he even going to tell Tyler? How do you even just bring that up? 'oh you know that guy you and i both hate but I dated for way to long? yeah I'm carrying his baby'

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