Blessing in Disguise (Troyler MPreg)

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Tyler pushed the shopping cart full of baby related things down yet another aisle. Troye had to bring Tyler shopping with him because Troye had the worst case of pregnancy brain the world had every seen lately.

Last night alone the two spent an hour and a half looking for where Troye put his cell phone after it died. Tyler finally found it in the freezer after discovering that Troye put the ice trays in the kitchen draw. Tyler laughed about it while Troye got teary eyed over the fact that he was losing his mind.

Troye also felt like he was constantly up and in the bathroom. There was a fact he heard from his Dad called breaking the seal, usually it's applied to drinking- its the idea that once you pee that first time you'll be up every five minutes to pee again. Even though Troye had been dead sober the past five months he felt as if he'd 'broken the seal' every day.

"I have to two paint colors you picked out at home already" Tyler said breaking Troye from his thoughts as he looked down the aisle of bedding, comfort item, and pillows "Next time I come over I'll paint and build everything for you, I could totally use someone else's help though"

"I can help" Troye said quickly

"Not with everything, the doctor said you need to take it easy, no heavy lifting or vigorous exercise" Tyler countered

"You can't tell people that you are coming to my apartment to build baby furniture. Then they will know whats going on, and what if they tell other people" Troye said

Tyler frowned "I can't even tell Korey? He can help build stuff and I know he won't tell a soul"

"I don't know Tilly...I'm not ready" Troye said grabbing a pink boppy pillow off the shelf

"Troye...when will you be ready? You are running out of time"

Troye sighed "I know but...I can't, not yet. I need to figure out what I'm going to say to my fans first"

Tyler sighed and look through some of the crib bedding "Well you are going to have to say something, you can't avoid their questions forever. They keep asking where you've been the past five months, you're less active on twitter and you aren't seen out and about with fans...they know somethings up"

"If I tell them I'm pregnant the first question they are going to ask is who the father is...and I've been seeing the Troyler tweets, they know I've been hanging out with you" Troye said

"So just say that you want to keep the details private, do what Adele did and don't make the gender or name a public matter" Tyler said "keep everything as private as possible until you are ready to tell them the details, but they deserve to know a little information Troye...you owe them that much"

Tyler took in everything Tyler was saying as he looked across the particular shelf of folded blankets. Tyler was right, his fans did deserve the respect of him telling them at least part of the truth. It was almost a guarantee that some people would be negative, but he was just hoping that it wasn't everyone. He also hoped that the fans didn't bombard Jacob or Tyler because he was seen with them most.

"its just embarrassing to be in this position" Troye said suddenly "I'm supposed to be a role model for them to look up to and I don't even follow my own advice"

Tyler frowned " Troye they aren't going to think any less of you. This is just part of your story now, starting a family is nothing to be embarrassed about"

"I have a whole series on my channel about safe sex and I didn't even follow the most basic rule of using a damn condom" Troye said

"Troye Sivan Mellet stop being so damn negative!" Tyler said "Your fans, at least the good ones. will support you through anything"