Sweet, yet bitter

Chapter 14

~~~~Some time later, Bubba's POV ~~~~

It's been a while since I found out that Marshall has fallen for me. And I still haven't said anything about it to him. The more I thought about it, the more I fell for him myself. I'm also more nervous around him. I'm guessing he is suspecting something.

I went back to my room. Marshall was still there. He was about to leave. My heart was beating faster. I stormed past him, hoping ne wouldn't notice my nervousness. I went to my bookshelf to pick out what to read. Marshall went up to me.

"Hey, Bubba," he said. His voice was so calm. How could he be so calm? I will never understand.

"H-h-hey, M-marshall, what is it?" I asked nervously while turning around to face him.

"What is up with you? You've been acting strange lately," He said.

"Me? Strange? What do you mean?" I asked and smiled weakly.

"Yes, strange," he said looking right in my eyes. He put his hands on the bookshelf by the both sides of my head. He leaned closer to me and I got more nervous. "I feel like you're not telling me something."

I felt as if my heart would jump right out of my mouth. I was scared and didn't know what to do. His breath was brushing against my cheek and that made me even more stressed.

"I am not strange," I looked away and giggled weakly, "and what could I possibly not tell you about?"

"Is it about that time when I told you I had a crush on you?" He asked. I flinched and blushed even more.

"Gotcha," he smirked and kissed me gently on the lips. I couldn't resist, his lips were so soft. I kissed him back. He put his hands on my cheeks and kissed me even more passionately. He took off my jacket and started nibbling on my neck. I moaned and quickly put my hand over my mouth. Marshall looked at me surprised and happy.

"I see you're excited," he smirked. I blushed even more. I looked away in disappointment.

"Marshall... I can't...My parents... They wouldn't accept me doing this." I said. I said with almost teary eyes. I actually don't know what would they think if they knew.

"You worry about THAT?" He sighed and continued Bubba, you're old enough to decide for yourself what you want to do."

"But I can't just be like "Hey guys, guess what! I'm gay and I'm in love with my roommate, Marshall Lee!"" I snapped. I realised what I had said and blushed again.

"I see. So you're gay and have fallen for me." He kept smirking and looked at me with seductive eyes. He's making me fall for him even more every day.

"S-so?" I said an looked away nervously.

"Seriously," Marshall sighed, "for once, don't think what others think. Think for yourself. Do what you want and not what your parents expect you to do."

"I.. I'll try..." I said nervously.

"Now tell me what you want to do," he said and spinned my head so he could look into my eyes.

"I..." I hesitated, "I want to be together... with you."

Marshall smiled and hugged me. He was so gentle. He was afraid to break me. He's actually softer and nicer than he looks. That's why I love him.

"To be honest, my fangirls would be so pissed if they found out," he laughed.

"And yet, you still love me," I said as I fiddled with his shirt.

"Yeah," he said, "what do you wanna do now?"

"Eat and watch a movie or something," I said.

"OK then, let's order pizza and watch Deadpool?" Marshall suggested. I don't really do stuff like this but for once I'll do it.

"Alright. I've never seen Deadpool before," I answered. He pushed away and looked me in the eyes and smiled before kissing me. I wished we could stay like this forever but I know there will be more moments like this.

"Then I'll find the movie and you order some pizzas and drinks," he said and went to his computer to find Deadpool. I sat next to him on the bed and called a random pizza place to order pizza.

After 15 minutes the food arrived. We had already started watching the movie on Netflix. Marshall got up and came back after 5 minutes with the pizzas and drinks. I unpaused the movie and took a slice of pizza.

When a "certain" scene appeared, I got nervous. I glanced away from the screen, not turning my head. My face started to heat up from the sounds they were making. I pulled up my knees and hugged them because my member started to rise.

"Are you uncomfortable watching this part?" Marshall looked at me and smirked. He leaned closer to me with seductive eyes.

"N-no! ....well... Maybe," I whispered the last part in embarrassment.

"I see," Marshall took my arm and pulled me closer and kissed me. At this point I didn't care about the movie. I just wanted to embrace Marshall.

He pulled away and put the computer on the table and increased the volume a bit.

He pulled off his shirt and kept kissing me.