" what's up with you shawty "
I was so tired of these men always coming for me. They always told me I was Sexy, Beautiful, and all that good stuff. Still I was so, insecure. 3 years ago I was Raped by my Father's brother. He's in prison now but a part of me is still gone.
I knew exactly what part was gone, my innocence. Just because my nasty ass uncle wanted to get his rocks off. I was a Carmel colored girl and these men seemed to love me.
I'm sorry, did I fail to introduce myself ?
My name is Karlae Lotus
Pronounced (Car-lay). I'm from Barbados but I live in Miami. My mother passed away to breast cancer when I was 16. I am currently 21 so I've been dealing with it for the past 5 years. I have a older sister who's 25 her Names Kenya Lotus.
My mother was my Best Friend she payed attention to me and never left me alone. Her name was Renee Lotus.
After my uncle had got put into prison I felt much safer. Even though my father would never let him touch me or see me again. I'm glad my sister wasn't a victim I wouldn't wish the pain on anyone.
I have my own one bedroom townhouse and no boyfriend. Always feeling like I just wasn't enough I pushed the men in my life away.
Well this is the life of Karlae Lotus. It ain't nothing special but it's worth talking about.
excuse my mistakes 💋
